Sep. 21, 2009
Something to think on....
Posted in A day in the Life of Ashley
It's been over a year, since I've decided to be unobsessed with the Jonas Brothers. That was a HUGE step in my life. No one really knows how bad my obsession was, and everyone's obsessions are a little different.
My friend, SeaChel, posted something that made me think, and I wanted to post about my obsession.
When I was first introduced to the Jonas Brothers, I didn't think they were anything too special. They were just guys who had good voices, and liked to sing. Big deal. I didn't even think they were cute.
It didn't take me long, before I decided that I was going to change my mind on them. Gracie, my younger sister, bought their self-titled CD, and soon, I began to love their music. That was it. Not their looks, just their music.
I was beginning to like them, more and more, and I was even beginning to make friends who also enjoyed listening to the Jonas Brothers, and thought they were cute.
I began to think that Nick was the most adorable guy in the world, and I didn't think about anything much, other than the Jonas Brothers. I began to hang posters on my walls, save pictures to my computer, and listen to their music, and only their music, ALL the time. I was obsessed.
At the time, I didn't think being obsessed was that bad. I told myself I had OJD (obsessive Jonas disorder), and there was nothing wrong with that.
And boy! Was I ever wrong. I was wronger than wrong. I was really just committing Idolatry. And that is wrong. I didn't think that I was doing anything wrong, because they weren't, like fake gods, but in my mind, they were the only thing I was thinking about. They were the first thing I thought about in the morning and the last thing I thought about at night.
My life revolved around the Jonas Brothers. And I put them in first place, before God. And that was wrong. I know, now, that it was one of the stupidest things that I've ever done, and I don't plan to put any celebrity before God anyone. Or anything before Him.
I could tell you how obsessed I was, like how I had over 600 pictures of them on my computer (taking up a lot of space), or how I had a lot of posters up (I still have one up), or how I looked them up on the internet all the time, to know new things about them. Or, how I could answer you any question about them (Not anymore.)
I haven't looked up the Jonas Brothers in a long time. I really haven't. I don't find it important to know everything about them, because I probably will never meet them. And I'm okay with that. I used to tell myself, someday I'll meet the Jonas Brothers. I've come to the reality that I'll probably never meet them. And, of course, I'm okay with that.
Like I said, it's been over a year since I've been unobsessed. And it's been a very good year! Let me just tell you, my life is better, that I put God ahead of everything else in my life.
I've been reading through the Bible in the year, and I'm really enjoying that. I'm in Hosea, and I should be in the New Testament by October. I can't wait to get to the New Testament- and I should be done with the Bible by December 26th. And I plan on doing it next year as well, because I'm enjoying reading through the Bible, and digging into God's word.
I'll post again soon~ but I thought that this was something very good to post about. I hadn't posted in a while, and at least this was something that I actually needed to write about.
Anyway- hopefully I'll have something to post about soon!
~Ashley
Comments
Sep. 21, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Sam (MrsDrPepper23)
yup. our lives used to be exactly the same! I've cried over that ugly life plenty of times! But I guess it's a good thing, cuz i heard from messages @ Camp Lamoka (and other places) that if your really sorry about a sin that you've done, you will most likely cry about it.
I'm SO glad that life is over! And it's kinda funny, cuz I was just thinking about how stupid I was last night!
Again, I'm just SO SO SO happy that GOD is FIRST in my life! Like you said, this last year has been the best year of my life so far! :D :D :D
Thx for posting this, Ash!
Sammy
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Sep. 21, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by SeaChel
haha, yes I am very proud of you! ;-D
Okay, now to your post. I have three words: "Amen, sista'! Amen!" :-D
~SeaChel
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Sep. 21, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Strive17
Great post!
I haven't ever really liked the Jonas Brothers, but I can totally relate. :-)
Glad your back on track!
♥♫•Madison
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Sep. 22, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Bluejane
YAY!! I'm so glad! I know you had said you didn't care that much about the Jonas Brothers anymore, but I was unsure. This post convinced me.
I'm glad to hear your back in the word my friend.
Out of the Blue:jane
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Sep. 22, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by livelaughlove16
hey Ash!
wow...great post! I feel embarrassed to have my comment show a pic of the jonas brothers lol! but I'm not obsessed at all--they're just a great band, and I don't post pics of myself usually as my avatar, so I thought I'd post a pic of my fave band...well, anyway, that was totally a run-on sentence, but yeah! glad you're over that now.....not to sound mean or anything at all lol! =]
Erin
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Sep. 23, 2009 - Wow
Posted by DizneyFan1
Wow ash, you really made me think about my JB obsession.
I will try to be more carful next time, i go thinking about a celeb. THANKS!
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Sep. 23, 2009 - :)
Posted by JesusGirl01
Good for you! You realized that you were commiting idolatry. I am not obbsessed, but I do like thier music. I am soooo happy for you!!
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Sep. 27, 2009 - <em>Untitled Comment</em>
Posted by BooBoooBecca
Well...when I first saw the Jonas Brothers was on Disney Channel- funny story actually- They were singing Poor Unfortunate Souls, and my sister said : "They're TRASH!" and turned off the TV! True story!!! Hilarious actually!
And well, after their self-titled CD came out, and my mom bought it for my sis and I. I was beginning to be obsessed. And ya know...I had like 78 pics of them on my computer. But then shortly after that I just liked their music and thought they were cute. But rly I was obsessed and I did not know it.
It got SO bad! I told my JB poster "GOOD NIGHT!!!!"
GOOD NIGHT, ASH!!! I felt rediculous!!!
Hhahah!!! Oh, well. But now I realize. Actually I realized a while back that I was idolizing them, then I started to listen to my WOW hits CD a lot. Now it's perdy much all I listen to accept for a little bit of JB and Demi. But that is pretty much it!
But that was an Xtremely nice post! Great job!
Keep it up!!!!
L8r,
bEcC@
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Oct. 2, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by livelaughlove16
Hey Ash!
Oh that's totally fine! I love vacations! hehe!
haha ok I wont!
I've been good--just been busy with school! and you?
Erin
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Oct. 5, 2009 - Hi!
Posted by Margy
Hello ... Ashley, right? :)
I'd like to intorduce my self! My name's Margy. I'ma ifetime homeschooler, and I'm about to turn 18.
I was looking up homeschooling blogs, and yours popped up. I was excited -- I haven't found many blogs by homeschoolers them selves. Our parents have a lot...but we get to listen to them everyday! I was thrilled, because hey, now I get to look into another homeschooler's life!
I am looking forward o reading more about your life as a homeschooler. I see you have Facebook...maybe we'll become friends.
If you'd like to check out my blog (so I can prove I really am a 17 year old girl, not some fat old man! :D ), just head to homeschoolhighschool.wordpress.com .
Nice "meeting you"!
¢¾Margy
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