July 14, 2007 - Ohowmiserableiam.
Surely there's a light at the end of this very dark tunnel somewhere!
My mind is already in a whirl and being light headed doesn't help. To explain my feelings to you, I must start at the beginning.
Due to the bacterial infection I've been fighting, I am very tired and stressed out. Rather like the rest of my family. The problem here is that I wasn't going to be so I would've been able to be a huge help to my family during this crazy week. At the moment, I feel terrible, inside and out, because I am not feeling well enough to go to the second performance of 'The Pirates of Penzance' which means quite a few people are missing out on quite a few things.
We've all gone through such a crazy assortment of dissapointing and uplifting events, I'm about ready for the earth to stop in it's tracks for just a few hours so I can sort things out. I guess I could do that now since I am afforded the opportunity at the moment, but some things are going to continue hanging over me for the next couple days.
To be honest with you, I don't even really know where I'm getting at with all this other than a plea for whoever will to pray for me through this trial. Pray most of all that I would gladly accept with a willing heart whatever it is the Lord is trying to teach me in this storm of sorts.
Humbly yours, Melanie
