Heres another day.  Partially clouded with uncertainty, but definately on a path.  I have done little to none of the formal schooling I crave to do...But me and the little ones have been having fun.  Impromptu projects, lotsa drawing, and maybe later Ill read to them.  Some of my husbands family from another reservation in Minnesota were here.  Their reservation is huge...ours tiny.  was neat to share a slice of our day.  She confided to me she wished to have homeschooled...dreamed of it but didnt.  Life is still hard where she lives.  My life is so easy.  I dont have to work..or worry about money for curriculums or anything for that matter.  I been having a blasrt with any hometime I get.  Life has had me running around more than I care to...but hey the kids have been great.  I love being with them. I am still online too much.  I read blogs compulsively, to learn from other women how they do it.  I do give them alot of space to just play..on their own terms when Im bogging tho.  They have all kinds of weird games amongst themselves...a language their own I dont get, haha.  Ok, baby is sad...kids are boggery nosed....time for a lil structure here on the Hill.  Later friends.