James 1: 2-5, and v.12

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.

Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.

John 16:33 Jesus said:

"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

Thank you all SO MUCH for your prayers and notes. Definitely have a praise because it does not appear we are dealing with anything malignant. We won't know for sure for awhile, but the surgeon felt pretty confident on that point. On the other hand, I will be facing some pretty major surgery soon--hysterectomy and other surgery which will put me out of commission for awhile. I don't want to make this blog boringly all about my medical issues, though this past year has been somewhat of a challenge in that regard, with more to come.

Also, I won't go into much detail, just for privacy's sake, and also so I don't get notes like "did you try other alternatives?" or "are you sure you want that surgery?" I've had enough of that in real life, unfortunately.   Not that any of you would do that!

Suffice it to say, I have been suffering with certain issues for a few years, and things have reached a point where a surgical solution is a necessity. As one who thrives on being independent and is pretty proactive about my health, exercise, etc these are definitely trials. I don't like feeling like I need help. I don't like having to lay down and rest every day just to keep going. But I know God has a plan. I definitely pray for bodily healing,  tempered with the knowledge that in this world we will have trouble. As Christians, we are not promised that we will escape this. In fact, we are promised the opposite. I just pray I can glorify God in this process, trusting Him with my very life. It's the only thing I know to do. HE is faithful.