Home School in the Woods..... A day in the life of a Pakrat...
Apr. 24, 2006
A "Confession" and a New Beginning...

Well, here we go. Confession time. Most people tell me I am a hard worker and am relatively organized. I have a reputation of being responsible, meeting deadlines, and able to juggle many balls at once. So why is it I have not been able to get this weight off for the last decade? As each year has crept by, another 5-7 pounds added to the growing total, giving me just that much more to have to have to get rid of. Of course, most of my daily work consists of sitting in a comfy chair (with rollers so I don’t have to get up—I can just r-o-l-l-l-l-l-l my way to anything I need) and within arms reach of just about everything. Whether it’s lesson planning for the kids, or preparing new products, illustrating, or research, it all takes place here in my “office.” (My L-shape desk in a corner of the family room.) Even the TV is within sight, or if I’m feeling exceptionally lazy, I can pull up the TV channel on the computer screen 18” away from my face. All I need here is a bed, fridge, and microwave and my world would be complete. Who says you can’t live in 6 square feet of space?

 

But, I digress. This sedentary lifestyle is beginning to take its toll as I approach my mid-forties. Walking up stairs has me wondering where my inhaler is. After all, I’m carrying around the equivalent of an eight-year-old child on me! Not a happy thought! As I care for the family and make sure they have THEIR three squares a day with limited sugar and fat, how can I neglect myself to this extreme? As I send them outside to get some activity, how come I will make a request for one of them to “Please go get me a (fill in the blank)”? After all, by neglecting my own health, isn’t that depriving them of me at my best? Oh, to have the energy that would come with dropping that “child” off my back! Perhaps then I could pick up my “real children” without the additional effort it takes now. And then there are the health issues—we read so much about the chances of diabetes in overweight people at MY age (am I already at that age?!)! That age which also includes possible heart disease and more. I’m sure the joints are affected due to the extra weight they have to bear. Oh, to be healthy and not have to worry about any of those issues due to proper diet and activity! …Not to mention, the thought of a new wardrobe four sizes smaller at Christmas wouldn’t be half bad, either!

 

I came to the conclusion this past week (between a bag of jelly beans and leftover birthday cake) that this has to STOP. I need to create a menu that has limitations. I realized that I do better with boundaries and a laid out plan. AND, I came to the conclusion that I need to be accountable to someone. My dear husband would be helpful, but his sweet spirit would not have it in him to dole out the discipline with me when necessary. I have tried with friends on occasion, but everyone gets a bit busy and it’s hard to keep up. I felt an urging from the Lord to make this a public issue, among those who I think would be compassionate and possibly be some able to relate! Therefore, I decided to take a step of faith and POST my intentions in this blog. As of this moment there are 6,228 members, and countless others who come just to read. I figure, if I can post regularly “journaling my journey,” I’m more apt to make the goal with this corner of the homeschool world watching! And, if there are any takers out there who are in the same boat as me, please post a comment and we can pray for and encourage one another! My plan is to update with my exercise schedule and any good recipes I find along the way. I don’t intend to ramble on daily, but to post a quick note every few days. I know this is a risk, as failure is bad enough, but failure in front of a multitude is exceptionally worse…  

 

But, I’m hoping to find strength, encouragement, and the ability to live up to the responsibility of becoming healthy again, both for myself and my family. God says all things are possible through Him, and I believe He will give me the will power, both physically and mentally, to make the time for the important things, such as cooking healthy, taking time to exercise, and resisting temptation. It’s going to have to come from Him, because He knows what would happen if it were left up to me!! With that said, it’s time to begin!

 

Oh, and ALL PRAYERS ARE WELCOME, by the way!

 

Journaling the Journey: Walked for an hour today! Good way to start!


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Apr. 24, 2006 - You go girl!!!

Posted by Stephie Ann


Hey, Amy! Just found your blog today! I am in the same boat and trying to lose that extra kid I'm carrying around:)
I'm a little younger, so hopefully I can beat this problem before I hit middle 40's:) It is so hard! But I will be praying for you! I turn 30 in July and I'm really trying to get this off before then! You sound like a very sweet vivacious person and I'm sure you have the will power to get it off if you set your mind to it!
I am trying to follow some of the guidelines in the Weigh Down diet! It's amazing how little you eat when you only eat when you are truly HUNGRY!!!!:)
I wish you God's blessing and victory over this battle in your life! Pray for me too!
I homeschool in Missouri- have 3 kiddos ,a 9 yr. old dd, almost 6yr.old ds, and 2 yr old dd. So fun!
Blessings- Stephie Ann


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Apr. 24, 2006 - Untitled Comment

Posted by hsmomof2


Great post and one many of us (well, OK, me at least) can relate to.

Oh, I was excited to see your name here. We love love love your timeline figures. They are truly stunning.


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Apr. 27, 2006 - Losing weight

Posted by Jen


Hi,
I'm not a blogger yet, just a reader. I found your name on my friend's blog and just happened to read it. I've only been homeschooling for about 2 1/2 years and my youngest just turned five. I was just thinking the other day that I now weigh almost 20 pounds more than the day I brought her home from the hospital! Wasn't breastfeeding supposted to help me lose weight? Anyway I just wanted to say that you are very courageous for what you're doing and I will certainly keep you in my prayers. Because of financial limitations, I don't see anyway that I could change my diet, but I do need to find a way to get more physical activity in each day. Keep us posted!


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Apr. 28, 2006 - Off Topic...

Posted by dawilli


Sorry, but I just noticed one of your posts on happyhousewife's blog and noticed you mention a son's name (it's a not so common name) and I thought that was so cool because I too have a son with that name and I've never known anyone else with that name or with a child with that name. So I just wanted to stop by and say a great big "hi"!
I thought your name sounded familiar... yep, it did, we use your timeline figures and love them- you did a great job compiling those.
Welcome to HSB! It's good to have you,
keep on keepin' on,
ali


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May. 30, 2006 - Prayer

Posted by countryschooling


Ok I will send a prayer your way if you send one my way too :)
I am in my 40's and thinking I keep having time to lose weight but stuff happens when you live out in the country. I think I am more busy out here then when I was working full time with no kids in the city!

Found your blog looking under unit studies and I like the title of your blog, people who are like me in the country. I look forward to reading more. I just started mine today so I have a lot to catch up on when I have time.

Sam


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Jan. 1, 2007 - Untitled Comment

Posted by MySmokyMtnHomeschool


Hi Amy,

I hope you and your family have a Happy New Year!

Blessings,
Amy Beth <><


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May. 13, 2007 - Right there with you

Posted by mongoliamel


You don't know how many of us there are out here who are going through the EXACT SAME THING...only many of us don't have the courage to be publicly accountable. Kudos to you! I randomly clicked on your blog today, but I don't think I found this entry accidentally! Hugs and prayers to you.


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