Tuesday 8 September 2009 - I need a Title
Everything in life we do is full of choices, and desions we have to make. What we chose to do will effect what happens to us next in life. And yes, this is Heather saying this. The one who debates against choices. But that and this is different.
I could give a hundred-at least-examples of how this is true, but how about you just take my word for it :-D. Just kidding. I am certain you have seen this in your own lives.
You chose to stay up till two in the morning chatting with friends and then are not fully awake for school the next day-and so forth.
Over the last year, starting at the end of April, I have had to make several choices-and yes I cannot spell it. I mean I can but I don't know which spelling it is and I don't care to go look at the moment :-D.
My choices have taken me from home. I have lived in three different homes from January to now. My choice had me quit my job before I left in August. When I came back I did not have a job, that is why I am going to Indy now.
If I had not told certain things, if I had not quit my job, if I had waited a little longer, if I had done this or that-all what if's. Where would I be now if I had done things different? Would I be at home still? Would I be in my snug little room writing away while talking to Theynore as I watched the storm clouds roll in.
This winter, instead of being in Indy would I be sliding on the snow and sking with my brothers. Would I be playing with my four little girls I cared for?
More then likely. And right now, more then anything, that is what I want to go back to. But that is not what God wants.
Pastor keeps telling me I am on an adventure now. I think he say's that because he knows I like adventures. Still, no adventure was ever easy-ask anyone from the books. Still, this is were God has put me. This is where He wants me. And, for the time being, it looks like I'll be here for awhile.
All I can do is trust God, follow Him as He leads me-while wondering where all this will end, and ask your prayers for me and my family.
All that was to say that, more then likely, I shall be leaving to Indiana in October and will be there till March-most likely. I will be working at something like a hotel while I am there. Beyond that, I have no idea what I have gotten myself into.
Here we go again.
Tales
Wednesday 9 September 2009 - Untitled Comment
I am praying for you, big sister. May God lead you as you go on your adventure. Life is an adventure for everyone, I suppose, just some have bigger adventures than others.
God, please help Heather. Be with her, guide her steps. Please, show her wisdom.
Love you.
Your sister,
~Laura


