Let me just say that God is so Good. He takes care of our every needs.
When the mail came today I was disappointed that my assistance letter did not come. I went to Dr. and when I checked in they ran my social and my birthday and it still said pending. I then went into the Dr. spent about 45 minutes talking w/ the Healthy Start Cord. she left me to check my status for her self, while I got my blood preasure and was waiting to see the Mid Wife. The HSC came back at the same time as the midwife and she said she had good news and bad news. Oh great, what is it?
The good news is in that 45 minutes I had gone from pending to active, meaning I have been approved for assistance, God is so Good!
The bad news the Pap Smear they were going to hold off on doing until my next visit was going to happen today.
I was so excited I jumped up gave her a hug. I can handle that bad news!!! So I ended up getting the whole first prenatal appointment. When the midwife was doing the internal exam she felt that my uterus is larger then my dates are saying. Thus she normally would not have checked for heart beat, to early. But since it was larger then she expected she tried to hear one. After she pushed my c-section scar inside out. OH she pushed so hard it hurt. She said we will step over the ultrasound machine to "See" a heartbeat. At that point the pain she had caused in my stomach sorta disappeared as I was excited to see what ever I could see.
We went across the hall and again she pushed very hard on my c-section scar to see this little blessing. Finally after about 3 of 4 minutes, I got to see the most beautiful heartbeat. You could not make out anything other then it was really neat as the shape of the baby was the same as that little widget on my blog. Very neat. Granted she did not stay my uterus for long. Just long enough to see a heartbeat.
The midwife is still not convinced that my dates are right. Not sure how, because I have only had 1 cycle since Baby Bears was born and that started on Feb 1. So she is having me go to a have a internal ultrasound done, It is scheduled on Friday. Did I mention the larges size could be twins? We will have to wait and see.
So tonight I am very SOAR from all that pushing and pulling on my skin and c-section scar. So I skipped going to help out at Children in Action at church, I laid in bed and watched TV until hubby went to bed and I tried to sleep but could not so here I sleep updating all of you. :-)
God is amazing. I am praying for that little life inside you!!! I'm home from my birthday vacation. I hope to get a post up soon... but I wanted to stop by and say hello.
