Apr. 15, 2006

Ramblings

Posted in Family Life
Today it's raining - again.  [sigh] It's making me even more mellow and sad.  Yesterday my mom called to say that the hospice nurse said Grandma has a number of days left - not weeks as they said earlier this week.  Shouldn't I be sadder?  I keep telling myself and others that I've already grieved her loss and I really have, but I keep thinking I should be sadder.

I'm so thankful that she was still lucid when Josh was alive.  She got to enjoy him when we went to see her weekly.  After he died, she could not remember he had died, and each time I visited she'd ask where the baby was.  I only visited a few times after that.  It was just too hard.

Phil 4:8  Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.

Well, I'm getting off here to think on other things - good things!  I  hope you all have a chance to think on the gift of the Ressurection!

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Day by Day....we strive to learn together, love each other and have some fun. Day By Day.... we strive to raise our boys to be knights and warriors for the Lord. Some days it's a struggle...

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Me - I like to read and knit. I've been a Christian for many years and loving learning about God and seeing the Lord work in our lives! I also post on my other blog, "Journaling Back To Joy"
DH - Is a theologically trained teacher of 4th graders at a Christian school. He loves astronomy, LOTR and playing with the kids! He is the funniest man I know.
J1 - 12 - our oldest. He came to live with us when he was 16 mos old and completely turned our lives inside out! While he is struggling with self-control right now - he is the one who can brighten the room just by smiling! He loves creating things from our recycling and anything that allows him to move (trampoline, skateboards, inline skates, etc)
J2 - 11 - our middle son. He is the one who I am currently homeschooling. He loves to create things from Legos and he loves movies. He would watch movies all day if I let him :( He has just had a major breakthrough in reading - for which we are praising the Lord!
J3 - 6 - my joy. He has a very tender heart for me and really works hard to make me happy. He loves to cuddle and is just learning about Legos. He wants to be with his big brothers so much, but the age difference is a big hurdle right now.
Joshie - 5/29/02 - 2/22/03 - Our surprise! Our only pregnancy that the Lord allowed - and we were blessed to have him for those short mos. We are all still grieving his loss - you'll hear alot about that from time to time. We look forward to getting to know him someday.

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