I wrote my first blog and then didn't come back for a while, it's really been a trying month and I forgot all about blogging.  I came back today to see all these supportive comments and messages, especially about Liam.  I have been dreaming more and more about him lately.  I guess it's because an order I had placed for diapers came in, I opened them and just sat and held them. 

The kids are doing ok, they are super hyper today, Chelsea and Chris are practicing for a homeschool talent show that they are going to put on, Its cute but loud.  My husband took away the younger boys nintendo and so they have been digging out toys that we haven't seen in forever!  It's nice to see them using their imagination although I wish they weren't acting out scenes from their video games all the time. 

Some other news, that i think is good is that I think I am going to be working for hsn soon, they have a work at home program as a customer service agent and it looks like i will start training in June, it's five weeks of training where i will be out of the house six hours a day, it's at night so the kids will be with my husband, but everyone seems to think the five weeks will be really good for me at this point.  I am also trying to get the kids extra curriculars lined up for next year so I am really just staying busy. 

Anyway, I hear screaming so I guess I need to go break up a war.