Today has been a particularly rough day, I am feeling very moody and it isn't taking much to set me off, I have been trying to keep the kids busy with their own activities to let me keep to myself but it isn't going so well.  Then I up and decided to pack up the baby things we had purchased, since we thought Liam was a girl we didn't have too many things that would actually have been his, so packing up wasn't as hard as I expected, packing up the diapers and blankets and the few unisex things we had bought about broke me though.  I didn't really put them away, I just folded them and put them into those new ziploc storage bags, and then put the diapers, sling and other supplies into a box and put them all under the butcher block table that was going to be Liam's changing table....I am not ready to put them away away but I had to stop running into them everywhere. 

Right now the older boys are fighting, and my daughter is quietly helping me to put the hand-me-downs that my sister gave me into containers, she is now 14 weeks pregnant and will need them, that is also hard to handle.  Phoenix asked me again where his baby sister was, I calmly explained that he had a baby brother in Heaven...he doesn't understand. 

I didn't intend for this blog to be like this, it was supposed to be about our homeschool world but right now our world is just sitting...