Learning to listen for HIS voice

Oct. 24, 2008

New Beginnings

As you can see I gave up on this blog for a long time.  Well that isn't all I gave up on.  So much has changed.  Just over a year ago our family received orders back to the UK.  We happily took our orders and moved our family across the big pond just to have life fall apart all over again.  My husband and I started having marital problems and he wanted a divorce.  My job fell apart and we were left on one income again. And I finally lost it and put the kids into school.  Now for Chris and Chelsea it didn't turn out so bad as they are in a really nice private prep school and doing wonderfully, but for the boys it is horrible.  They have lost all the sweetness, losing their creativity, and my time with them is all misery and fighting.  So after a long battle with myself and with God who so clearly is speaking to me on this matter we are pulling the boys back out and bringing them back home where we know they belong. This is such a hard decision for me because I have become selfish and am used to the time to myself, also because I am in constant fear of what will happen with Brandon and I and our marriage but I am listening to God's voice and trying to put all my Faith in HIM.  So here I am trying to get back on the blog front, looking for friends and encouragement, ideas and guidance and mostly ways to hear HIS voice.

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