Mar. 31, 2008
Alrighty
 It's probably time to write another post. I had an exciting weekend! I got to go to a civil war ball. My friend had a civil war themed b-day party. It was a total blast. I made a couple cool new friends, met some neat people. Danced my toes off, dressed in period clothing, looked like a dork in said period clothing, danced with a bunch of peoples. To sum it all up - FUNAGE. A couple interesting things also happened. I found out from a friend that another guy friend of ours has a crush on me....yeah. I didn't really know how to take that. I've been thru that whole relationship thing and it blew up in my face so I'm not to keen to have another go. I was so totally hurt, I still am by that past relationship. I haven't talked about it much, but it really sucked for me. I like this guy too, but I'm not really willing to dive head first into another heartbreak. Talk about self destructive, psh. So yeah you can tell I'm, a little confused. I'm going to just go on with things like I have no clue, until things absolutely HAVE to change. Which I hope is never....Plus I promised I wouldn't tell anybody, including the guy. But I'm begining to heal, cause I'm at least noticing other guys now. There were some reallt nice guys at the ball, maybe one day I'll be ready again. *Big sigh* I have another home school Dance coming up too, a bunch of my friends are going with dates, I am not. Again too much baggage right now. But I got a cool dress so it should be fun. Ok enough of my social life. Music time: ''Apologize" by One Republic Lyrics are great and same with the melody. Laterz, D.K |
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