Turn The World To A Love Song.

• Apr. 17, 2008 - "Hey! I'm gonna get you too, another one bites the dust."

I love that song. Queen rocks face off.

 

I finally feel like I know what I am supposed to be doing.

War Photojournalism. Mainly Africa, but also Iraq, Iran, Israel. I just know this is what I am called to do.

 

My oldest sister is moving. She also happenes to be my best friend on this planet. I'm depressed. She happens to be moving to the same state my only other best friend just moved to a few months ago. The irony is just wrong. :D

No, I'm extremly upset that I will be losing her. But I'm very exited for her. Plus, I'm getting a bass. And boy, is it a sexy one :-)

I think his name is either Luka, Jereth, or Achilles.

 

Okay loves, I have to go. Comments would be loved. I have like a million more songs to post later, but I don't have time right now.

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• Mar. 28, 2008 - Make music not war.

Posted in My Songs

 

Well I was wonder if we thought of others

Maybe we could fall out of love with ourselfs

We might start a revolution

Maybe if we gave them a second chance

We could be saving our souls from the shelf

We might start a revolution

 

If we scream really loud they might hear our pleads

If we twist and shout we might take the lead

If we became something new we might scare them to agree

We could be a revolution

 

Maybe if we thought of the innocent

Instead of how our bodys will look

I think we’d start a revolution

If we could give back to them

What we fought so hard and took

I think we’d start a revolution

 

If we scream really loud they might hear our pleads

If we twist and shout we might take the lead

If we became something new we might scare them to agree

We could be a revolution

 

If we could see their eyes for once

Instead of their small face

I know we’d start a revolution

If we could hear their crys for once

And just forget about race

I know we’d start a revolution

 

If we scream really loud they might hear our pleads

If we twist and shout we might take the lead

If we became somthing new we might scare them to agree

We could be a revolution

What if we tried harder than before we might change their heads

What if we stopped being superman and became the lead

And what if we were a stumbling block to those who cut ahead

We would be the revolution

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• Mar. 19, 2008 - You say you want a revolution...

Okay, I want everyone to post me comments with their own veiws on the war in iraq, and what you think we should be doing, and then i'm going to post a blog replying to everyone's comments individually. I would really like to see everyones veiws, so please be honest and voice your opinion. But I also would like to add that if any of them become attacks on me or anyone else I will delete them. You can post them anonymously or leave your name. Just remember that everyone is entitled to their own opinion and I don't want to start some stupid online war. But please leave your opinion, even if I have no freakin' idea who you are.
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• Mar. 11, 2008 - Aiden

Posted in My Songs

How can you say hallelujah

When you don't understand the words

I know it meant nothing to ya,

But you have to know that it hurts

 

Oh Aiden, you were always so blind

You told me I was beautiful

And Aiden, you were so tone-deaf

Because I couldn't carry a tune

Neither could you

 

Why did you say all those words

If you didn't mean them for me

And you flew like a bird

I know you didn't mean to hurt me

 

Oh Aiden, you were always so blind

You told me I was beautiful

And Aiden, you were so tone-deaf

Because I couldn't carry a tune

Neither could you

Oh Aiden, you'll always be mine

The other little girls will never have you

Oh Aiden, I've lost my mind

But I think that my heart grew

Maybe, it's just you

 

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• Mar. 3, 2008 - Baby's black balloon makes her fly

Posted in My poetry

9:20 AM - The rest is silence
Category: Writing and Poetry

 

it was supposed to be a masterpiece

it's just spots on a paper

and now time rots it away, up in a room

i can't lose this, it tastes to good

i can't win this because we'll all fall in the end

i hoped this would be somthing new

but nothing has changed, nothing looks different

time is such a theif, taking what we long for most

if we stole them should we not have them?

what's the use of being paid for, when people will only take.

matches are meant for burning

not the hearts we hold, or the brains we trust

not all is made of love and lust

I cannot see the fire in you eyes, not anymore...

i think i've lost the beginning

now it is nearing the end

and the rest is silence.

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• Feb. 19, 2008 - Number two.

Posted in My Songs

I hope that this isn't cheating, but when I read Danya's blog post, I saw that what they wanted the song to be about was somthin completly different, so I hope that you guys will accept this one istead of my last one.

This isn't really a verse and chorus song, I get bored of verses :D

But I really hope that you'll like this one, and be able to get it ;-)

 

 

 


Here I stand, trying once again

To get the message out of my head

So here I go, once again

The world will know You sepparate life from death

Your name has been written on my grave

And Your blood shines a powerful red

And the world must know what You gave

Only You have walked among the dead

And this may be the answer

To every prayer in every childs heart

And You will be the answer

And there is a reason for the scars

Isn't it enough for us to have faith

When the vail was torn and the sun blocked

And in the end, I'll hear You call my name

Oh, and Lord You have my heart locked

And we fear death, and we seek truth

And we create fiction to keep us safe

I pray that someday, they will know You

And how You've overcome the grave

And this may be the answer

To every prayer in every childs heart

And You will be the answer

And there is a reason for the scars

 

 

Love.

 

 

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• Feb. 19, 2008 - Reason for the Scars

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Okay, so I made it into the top two, and I had to write one by the title or "Reason for the Scars", Songwriter picked the tiltle (yay Danya!)]


Apparently they are judging us on certain things, but no one has told me what it is, and when I heard the title, this just sort of came to me, so I thought I would submit it anyway.


So here it is, but personaly, I think Musicfreak is much more talented :D

 


He goes home each day
Believing what we told him
So he drinks, and cuts, and hates
And when he comes back we beat him


This is the reason for the scars


She was cursed with beauty
We all just guessed at what she was
So she let people love her and use her
To try to get our applause


This is the reason for the scars
But shouldn't she get a chance?
This is the reason for the scars
But she is still so lovely


And we want him to ask for mercy
But he says he doesn't need it
Claims he has the Fathers love
Why don't we know what this is?


This is the reason for the scars
Doesn't someone love him?
This is the reason for the scars
Because we don't want him anymore


And should their paths cross
I'm sure they would never know
Because he's weird, and she's useless
We've told them that countless times
Why shouldn't they believe us?


This is the reason for the scars
What do they mean when they say they're loved?
This is the reason for the scars
Who is this God?
This is the reason for the scars
I think they are trying to scare us
This is the reason for their scars
We don't want there example...
But we need it.
This is the reason for the scars
But didn't we create this?

 

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• Feb. 18, 2008 - So she named the baby Elvis to make up for the royalty he lacked.

Okays, I have NO idea how to get pics on here, I did before, but now I can't remember (and I look quite different now lol). So any help would be good.

Hmmm... I'm hungry, What sounds good? Apple sauce... yes, that sounds amazing.

I like this song. Ask me what song it is, I dare you! lol.

I missed this site, and all you guys. You all rock my face off. Emily won't get one though! EMILY!!! I need to talk to you, and you don't have a myspace!

Who on here has seen Die Hard? Isn't that movie awesomfully hardcore?! I love it. But not the second and third, I havn't seen the fourth yet. I liked The bad guy (Alan Rickman) in the first one, and the plot better. Plus, in the third, I didn't like Bruce Willis's character, he was kinda a jirk.

But I still love that movie! If you ignore all the f-bombs, it rocks face off  ;-)

Okay people, I have to get off, but leave comments, they make me happy :D

Love.

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• Feb. 12, 2008 - OO! Sounds like fun!

tell me your name and...

i will...

1. tell you something i love about you.

2. tell you what you remind me of.

3. tell you something I dont like about you

4. give you my honest thought of you.

GO!

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• Feb. 7, 2008 - I hope someone reads this.

I know I havn't posted in forever, and I said I wouldn't, but I've changed my mind cuz Danya wanted me to post somthing, and really *sniff* I miss you all! lol. Anyway, I left but have come back and I will post more often.


Okay, this entry is for the song conest, but I just wanted to say, Rachel (ninjirate) and I are having a bet, we have till the end of the month to see who can get more votes. If there are more votes no, she wins, more yes, I win.


But the whole thing that I am asking you to vote for is whether or not you like Damien Rice.


If you have never heard him look him up on, ProjectPlaylist, Myspace, Youtube, ect.


He is amazing, but his songs are quite different so listen to more than one before you deside. Some of my favorites by him are Blower's Daughter, 9 Crimes, Volcano, Delicate, and Cannonball.


There is a girl that he sings with, her name is Lisa Hannigan, there voices together are amazing, but I'm telling you so you won't think it's the wrong song if you hear a girls voice.


Please tell me even if you don't like him, it may just be a stupid bet, but I would really like to know. Just leave me a comment yes or no.

 

 


So, there is this song contest again..? So, this is my entry, I hope someone likes it.

 


You lost all inocence when he left

And it tore you apart at the seams

But can you blame him for not caring?

If it was all just silly dreams?

 


And it's okay to try and break away

It's only just a life

It's only just a life

No one blames you and no one hates you

It's only just a life

It's only just a life

 


And we we say that he'll be bad

Because of his father

And we think that she's strange

So we left her in the water

 


And it's okay to try and break away

It's only just a life

It's only just a life

No one blames you and no one hates you

It's only just a life

It's only just a life

 


Is it all too late?

Can we just turn it all around?

Didn't He make us to change

To become the strange?

It's not too late

To change what happens now

Aren't we all children

Fighting for the same thing?

 


And it's okay to try and break away

It's only just a life

It's only just a life

No one blames you and no one hates you

It's only just a life

It's only just a life

Only just a child

Trying to have a life

Only just a dream

Trying to be seen

Only a sad song

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• Nov. 2, 2007 - Myspace.

Okay, I never get on here anymore. So if anyone still reads this and would like to keep in touch, my myspace is www.myspace.com/tragicsong

I might still get on here, so keep checking! Just tell me if you want to add me so I'll know who you are.

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• Oct. 19, 2007 - Hurry up and wait.

Yes! I have finally started writing music for my songs. I only have three so far. And so far, all the music is just guitar (I don't know hwo to play anything else!) lol. I'm going to write a little piano, and I have a friend who plays both violin and cello, so he'll help me out.

Most of my song are acoustic, so they aren't too complicated :)

I have to go, I'll get on later.

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• Oct. 14, 2007 - Hey Jude, don't make it bad. Take a sad song and make it better.

Remember to let her into your heart

Then you can start

To make it better.

 

I want to see Across The Universe! Really really bad. It's gonna suck if it's not as good as it looks. I still havn't seen Bourne Ultamatum. *sniff* That makes me sad. I love Matt Damon ; )

No but really, he is an awesome actor.

Haha, I had a strange dream last night... No Anya, it had NOTHING to do with harry Potter. lol.

IZZY: I have to tell you somthing, and it has nothing to do with Harry Potter!

ANYA: Really?

IZZY: *hangs head a half sobs* no.

Okay, anyone else here want to see Across The Universe? Does it not look awesome?!

Okay, I'm tired, I want coffee. I need to go straiten my hair.

Leave me comments!!

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• Oct. 8, 2007 - "Goodnight moon, goodnight mush, goodnight lady wispering hush."

So, I think I will finally tell you all about Seattle, if anyone reads this anymore. :)
Truth is I didn't get to go to Seattle *sniff*. I flew to the Seattle airport and my best friend ever (RACHEL!) picked me up and we drove to Bellingham, which is two hours away. I stayed with her for a week and we had so much fun that my life will be forever boring.
We reaked havock on all of Bellingham! Lol. But it was fun, the FIRST day I was there we walked to Geneva ( a really cool playground) and this girl from the Bellingham Harold (the newspaper there) asked if she could take our pictures and we were in the newspaper. Exept I still havn't seen it... only Rachel...
Anyway, then I murdered my ear, killed a slug, talked to Miciah, talked to Trevor, but not Adrian. And we almost walked to Sudden Valley... but then we didn't... and we found out that Rachel is in love with Daniel Radcliffe, and Ari is in love with the rat!
Nobody but rachel knows what I'm talking about. lol.
And we found the coolest tree in the world! 'Tis true... there is none other like it.


So then after that we drove to Federal Way (about 20 minutes out side of Seattle) and I met my other friend there.
I love you Aliana!
And I stayed with her in Puyallup (about 30 minutes from Federal Way) for a week.
And there we walked to Tao Bell, and Bigfoot, and Bigfoot again, and Jackpot, and Bigfoot again, and I think that was it....
We also made the worlds most hardcore spy movie (with dramatic music, lol), had AWESOME box fights, listened to the lama song 46 times, and sung the most painfull chariokee known to mad. Lol. We also had two huge boxes, that's how we had our box fights, her boxes name was Ivy, mine was Eli, short for Elijah.
And we murdered Logan, jumped on Palo (the trampoline) while singing Jet, MCR, and Shakira REALLY loud. HA!


And then I spent 18 hours in hell.
No, but I was pretty miserable.
This is really horrible, but i hate my uncle and his wife. And they're are just taking advantage of my grandma.
They are terrible people. Really.
But I did get to go to the second coolest coffee shop in America! Auntie Irene's is forever hardcore. But of course, it only comes in second because Local Color is first, that too, is forever hardcore. And then number three is Dominican Joe.


Well, there it is, my two and a half weeks in WA, all smooshed into one entry.
I will try and uplaod some pictures tomorrow.

 


 
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• Oct. 2, 2007 - SORRY!

After I got back, HSB freaked out on me! So I havn't been able to get on in like two months!

 

Anyway, WA was beutiful! And the plane ride wasn't horrible. I had a really good time and I will post pictures and more tomorrow but I have to get off now.

 

Leave me love.

 

-Izzy

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• Aug. 21, 2007 - I hate flying...

I'm so stressed! I havn't finished packing, I can't find the chord for my MP3, I still havn't bought all I need, and I'm leaving tomorrow!! I HATE flying!!! I'm really starting to regret this, it's almost making em wish that I wasn't going.

No one reads my blog anymore because I don't post, but I just wanted to warn you guys that I prolly won't be on for about three weeks, please still leave me comments, it's really nice to get them.

 

I might post sooner than that, so be checking.

And please pray I can find my MP3 chord!!!!!!

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• Aug. 11, 2007 - Another sleepless night, has caused these random thoughts.

Sleep somehow yet again escapes me. I miss sleep, it is such a beautiful thing.

Sorry for not posting more often, and sorry for not replying anyones comments, I'm horrible about that. But I still love comments!!

I miss Rachel already, she is leaving tuesday, I will cry. *sniff*

Oh my gosh, you guys should have seen the goodbye card I gave her.

It had a little stick person, looking all sad on a swing, and it said next to the stick person "me being very very still."

And then it said, "this is me without you, see how sad I am? Too sad to swing."

and then on the inside,

"Goodbye. *sniff* "

It sounds really lame, but it's an awesome card.

I will miss her so much.

And now I'm even more sad cuz I won't get to see Danya, *sniff*.

I have to go, but feel free to comment, and I will really try to reply back.

Much love!

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• Aug. 6, 2007 - I need to post more often, just not when I'm angry...

I'm so sick of being angry all the time. But these, certain people, don't really help!

I hate trusting someone and then having them turn out to be someone you don't even know. I'm sick of friends, and people, and family.... Exept a few people, and you people know who you are.

I hate hating, which is crazy, but I do. And I know that your supposed to be in control of your feelings, but some things I just can't control anymore.

I hate thinking that you have this friend who you can trust with anything, and then turn around and she's a completly different person.

It's like I don't know her anymore.

 

And I'm sick of not knowing, not knowing when we're gonna be best friends or when we're gonna hate eachother.

I hate looking in the mirror and not recognizing my own face, which sounds really cheesy, but I'm serious, I don't know anything anymore.

Well, that's just because I have no IQ.

Actually, I have an IQ of 131, I just don't use it.

Wow, I'm not mad anymore, just strangly randomly hungry...

 

Great, now I'm mad again because I have to wake up early tomorrow...

No I don't!

Yay, strange happy hungryness is back...

 

I have no time for icons, Anya is kicking me off cuz it's her birthday. Happy birthday Anya!

 

Now I'm emo because there is no icons.....

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• Jul. 21, 2007 - Sorry if some find this insulting.

To Anonymous:

I'm sorry that it bothers you that I used Gods name in vain, but next time you have a problem with me, please leave your name. Because truly, it is just rude and pathetic to criticize someone and not even tall them who you are. Not to mention it makes you seem like a coward. I have nothing against criticism, but I get very annoyed when people won't leave there name. Especially when you are bothered by somthing I've done. You never know if I did it by accident, just didn't notice, and you can't even leave your name?

Did you think I would insult you on your blog if you did?

I'm not insulting you now, and I'm not mad. I am however, VERY annoyed.

What if I wasn't a christian? What if I could care less about God, then I would just think you're a jirk, and that wouldn't be setting a very good example for non-christians.

I am a christian, and I shouldn't have used God's name in vain, and I'm sorry for that, but I think that the next time you ask a request of someone, especially considering the fact that this is a free country, and we have the freedom of speech, please consider being kind enough to tell me who you are. That's just common courtesy.

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• Jul. 21, 2007 - This is me, isanely dissapointed and let down.

The fifth movie was absalutly horrible. I have never hated a movie based on a book so much. God, I hate it when they screw things up! That was my favorite of all the books, and I hated that movie more than any of the others. It's because they got a new director, I hate David Yates. He will die.

WE GOT THE SEVENTH BOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have to wait till both Anya and Abbie read it, grr. But I am so exited! And scared, what if they don't bring Sirius back? What if he is, *sobs*, DEAD! *uncontrolable weeping*

I'm okay now. I can't believe they had a copy left.

WHY DID THEY RUIN MY MOVIE???????????????? I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!! Them being David Yates.

NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's doing the sixth one too??????????? WHY? Why would they do this? Are they mad? Letting this man do to movies? It's bad enough he did one.

*giggles* Draco...

I'm all better now.

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• Jul. 11, 2007 - "The spiders want me to tap dance! I don't want to tap dance!!!"

YES!!!!!! THE ORDER OF THE PHEONIX IS OUT AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS ARE COMING OUT!!!!!!!

Every one must know I'm exited because I never write in caps.

The fifth book was the best of them all. Lets hope the movie is as good. Haha, the fifth was almost 900 pages and I read it in two days. And now, lots and LOTS of Harry Potter icons. Because sadley, I AM obsessed.

I know, I have SERIOUS mental problems! Lol. But I do know one thing, no, two things,

1: Sirius IS NOT DEAD!!!!

2: Harry Potter will get eaten by a giant spider.

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• Jul. 7, 2007 - More on my oh so interesting life.

 

I know, I am such a girl, right? I can't help it, I have this tiny little obsession with SHOES!!!! Okay, calming down now. Yay! Brenden is coming today! And I am buying a freakin' awesome Fender Bullet Squire! It is blue, and oh so pretty.

 

So, methinks that I am going to Seattle in september because that leaves me more time to save money for a passport. And no, Joshua, you don't need a passport to go to Washington, you need one to go to Canada.

 

Okay peoples. Have to go, I will write more later. Leave me love.

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• Jul. 2, 2007 - I walk along these hillsides

Wow, I need to post more often. Uhm, I can't think of anything to say. I have no life, I always knew this, but I did not see how serious it was untill yesterday. Okay, life.

1: Uncle's moving in... eh...

2: I might not get to go to Seattle, atleast not for as long....*tear*

3: I really want to go to Ireland, but we all knew that.

4: Ratatoullie is alot funner if you say it with a german accent. Yes, I know funner is not a word.

4: I have no life.

6: I put four twice and skiped five.

7: I think people have stopped reading.

8: I miss Rachel.

See? No life. Goodbye peoples.

 

 

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• Jun. 24, 2007 - Snuffles is not dead.

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Haha, don't you love my lame Harry Potter icons? I know you do, especially the emo Draco one. Okay, the qhole emo thing is lame, but I love Draco, shh, don't tell Anya. I also don't like the whole fact that Sirius looks like a powerpuff girl. *giggles* Snape IS a powerpuff girl.... poor Faith.What did I tell you, powerpuff girl.

OO! I like this song!! Ha, you losers don't know what this song is lol. Yay! the seventh book is coming out in 27 days! I will prove to all you losers that Sirius is NOT dead, ha, you guys are thinking,

"Why you calling us losers? We're not the ones who read Harry Potter, loser."

Yes, I know it's pathetic but I love those books. No, what's pathetic is that at Barnes they are having a Harry Potter costume party, Anya said she's going just to see if there is anyone dressed like Draco, but I told her only the gay guys would dress up as Draco. Now you are all thinking,

"Why am I reading this? Is this person mental? Who's Anya? Who's Draco? Why is the rum gone?"

Haha, I just had to add that last part. But seriously, why are you reading this? Do you have NO life? If you have read all of this I will.... Eat a bug, no not really, but I will write you your very own two second song. And if you read this all and actually get what I am saying I will write you a four second song. See how awesome I am? And now you are thinking,

"What ev,"

Haha, that comercial scares me.

"Hypothetical five.... nice."

Barney rocks my face off, not the dinosuar, I think he is gay, Barney from How I Met Your Mother. That show is awesome. I really shouldn't ever have espresso....

"TWO SHOTS!!"

Okay, I am sorry, I am shutting up now. Comments are loved, yet rarely given, how sad.

End.

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• Jun. 16, 2007 - Their eyes tell the truth that their mouth cannot express.

My new favorite song. I love James Blunt and this is my favorite. 'Tis a very sad song. Especially if you know why he wrote it. I hope the video works, it is such a brilliantly beautiful song. I desided to start saying brilliant, because it is fun. "Come off it Ron." hahaha, sorry. Anyway, read the lyrics and listen to the song.

 

James Blunt - No Bravery Lyrics



There are children standing here,
Arms outstretched into the sky,
Tears drying on their face.
He has been here.
Brothers lie in shallow graves.
Fathers lost without a trace.
A nation blind to their disgrace,
Since he's been here.

And I see no bravery,
No bravery in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

Houses burnt beyond repair.
The smell of death is in the air.
A woman weeping in despair says,
He has been here.
Tracer lighting up the sky.
It's another families' turn to die.
A child afraid to even cry out says,
He has been here.

And I see no bravery,
No bravery in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

There are children standing here,
Arms outstretched into the sky,
But no one asks the question why,
He has been here.
Old men kneel and accept their fate.
Wives and daughters cut and raped.
A generation drenched in hate.
Yes, he has been here.

And I see no bravery,
No bravery in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

 


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• Jun. 13, 2007 - I wish you were mine.

I am ever so sorry for not posting in two weeks. Haha, that's fun to say, "ever so sorry." Meehee! Okay, anyway. Life is boring, I will post pictures! They're fun!

 

Nope, can't do that because my computer is on crack.

 

Okay, I have to think of somthing else to do. I havn't writen any more songs.... wait, let me go find my songbook....

Okee, I wroted this for my Rachel, because she is moving ever so far. I will misseth her ever so much. But instead of taking me to Israel she took Eli. Really rachel, I could live with me not getting to go, but ELI? That's okay, I put arsenic on all his stuff. He just doesn''t know it yet.

For you Rachel.

Ingore the distance

Ingore the miles

I swear I'll be there

If you swear to smile

 

Please don't cry

Too long tonight

You'll see me again

You'll make it through the night

 

2,000 miles

Don't mean a thing

Can't break a friendship

That means everything.

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• May. 30, 2007 - "Life in a box is better than no life at all. You can lie there thinking, well, at least I'm not dead."

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I am going to post one of my new songs. Cuz me be bored. I want to see Deja Vu! And Sleepy Hollow, and The Bourne Ultimatum, and Order Of The Phoenix, and At Worlds End. Yeah, I need to stop.

 

This year is the year of threes. Spiderman three, Pirates three, Shrek three, Oceans Thirteen (three), Bourne three. If only Harry potter was a three not a five. Oh yeah, I also want to see the second Underwold before they come out with the third.

 

Just so you all know, "Aeterno Carus" means immortal beloved in Latin.

 

Running till the road ends

The escape we usally chose

Forget your past, leave your friends

So you have nothing left to lose.

 

These timeless wispers fade away

The smile leaves your face

The magic left you yesterday

Forever in the immortal race.

 

Don't fly so high

Share the sky

Let time have a chance to return

We lost it all

In the fall

But our immortality will never end.

Unending love lets us breath.

Eternal, forever, we'll be.

Say you'll let the stars shine

Aeterno Carus of mine.

 

Nevermore, forevermore

We said we would be

I forgot what I used the tears for

But they seem lost in the sea.

 

Eternal sunshine was lost

The stars refuse to shine

Forever wasn't worth the cost

Ever yours, ever mine.

 

Don't fly so high

Share the sky

Let time have a chance to return

We lost it all

In the fall

But our immortality will never end.

Unending love lets us breath.

Eternal, forever, we'll be.

Say you'll let the stars shine

Aeterno Carus of mine.

 

 

End.

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• May. 26, 2007 - Mwahahahaha

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Okeee, here goes.  This is a conest thingy that Monkeyboy is doing.

Amazing grace

A sound so sweet

Amazing love

Fall down on me

A perfect hand

Now nailed to the tree

That saved a wretch

That wretch was me.

 

Chorus:

Grace so pure

So clean and sweet

Love so true

To love some one like me

How could you

The perfect and holy one

Give your one and only son

For Me

 

Amazing courage

To live and die

Amazing truth

I know it's right

To give your life

Like you were worth nothing

To save a wretch

That wretch was me.

 

Chorus:

 

Bridge:

I was dying

And You gave me life

I was broken

And You picked me up

Even with ten thousand years

I'd never pay the dept

To praise You with a song

Is all that I can give

And thanks to You now I can truly live

 

Chorus:

I was going to do my newest one, but it's not christian, so I just figured I'd go with this.

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• May. 21, 2007 - 2,000 miles seams pretty far, but they've got planes and trains and cars, I'd walk to you if I had no other way.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Rachel, you CANNOT move!!! This is wrong, not now, this is the wrost time, not now, please don't go. I can't have you move 2,000 miles away. I will die, it's wrong and sick and, no, you can't. If you move now I will not survive. I guess on the bright side if we end up moving then you will only be about a hour and a half away. But that's if we move. Oh this is so wrong, this is the worst time. I know I sound all emo, but it's just so, not right. Okay, I'm over ity now, you should move. Washington rocks my face off. COFFEE!!!!! And mountains, and ocean, lucky, you get to move to Washington. I hate you, but I love you and will miss you muchly. Okay, I have to go.
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• May. 18, 2007 - I can't grip to the reality.

Yeah, so, I'm haveing some psychotic changes right now. Just need prayer. I just lost alot of friends and mentors, I'm terrified that I'm about to lose another, if not two. I just had one of my best friends lie to me and another friend and I don't know how to talk to her about it, she doesn't even know I know. Still dealing with somthing else. I'm just lost right now so I would reall appreciate the prayer. I have to go, I'll write later.

-Izzy

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• May. 14, 2007 - And they all fell asleep forgetting tomorrow.

First off, I want to start off saying...

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAQUEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I would say that in seven different langueges but I allready did earyler so I wont now. Second, I want to say I'm sorry that I havn't posted in so long and I am very ashamed to say that I have had a terrible streak of writers block. So I have nothing to write I just feel bad for not posting anything for a week. Of course I would post more if people gave me more comments. BlackRose rocks my face off cuz she commented me like three times in my last entry, well, not my last entry cuz no one commented me then. But they should have because they should have said how much they agree with me about Beethovens pure geniusness.

Anyhow just wanted to tell everyone to go to Ninjirates blog cuz she is now five-teen. Her name though should be The Evil Vampixy Of The South. Yes Rachel, you are now from the South. I want to change my name to The Dark Vampyren Of The Dead Seas. Cuz that is what I am. But none of you people know what I am saying because you were not there.

Anyway, if anyof you have actually read all of this and do not find me complety mental then that means you are completly mental. Heck, you're mental if you just read all this, that or you have no life, or both. But as you can see I am both. So goodbye now. Merry Birthday rachel.

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• May. 7, 2007 - Don't forget the promise of forever.

I love Beethoven, the man was genuis. Even more genius than Shakespeare, and that is saying alot. He was deaf and was still able to compose the worlds most amazing music. I don't like classicle music but Beethoven was genius. Just amazing. Beethoven was music. Plus he wrote pretty love letters.

 

My angel, my all, my self...
my thoughts go out to you,
my immortal beloved,
now and then joyfully, then sadly,
waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us
I can live only wholly with you or not at all...
Be calm... love me...today... yesterday
what tearful longings for you
you... my life... my all...
farewell
Oh continue to love
....
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

-L (Ludwig van Beethoven)

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• May. 1, 2007 - The Tragedy That We Knew As The End

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Here is another song I wrote. I was bored, and sleepy, and bored. I want feticcini. Mmmmmm......

 

Put Your Books Away

Baby never looked so lost

Baby never looked so lost

He's cried too many tears tonight

It's time for him to put out the light.

 

Baby said he never knew

He never knew how to lose

He thought he had to win it all

To make sure that I would never fall.

 

CHORUS:

Baby, baby, baby, can't you hear me say?

That all don't matter anyway

The young are old, and times have changed

It's time to put your books away.

And baby, baby, baby won't you hold me tight?

And tell me it will be alright

Make sure I stay safe through the night

Tell me me you love me tonight.

 

Baby wished he'd never left

Baby doesn't see his gift

He tells me how it was before

He tells me that he loves me more.

 

CHORUS:

Baby, baby, baby, can't you hear me say?

That all don't matter anyway

The young are old, and times have changed

It's time to put your books away.

And baby, baby, baby won't you hold me tight?

And tell me it will be alright

Make sure I stay safe through the night

Tell me me you love me tonight.

 

Baby put your books away

Tell me that you'll sat a day

Tell me that you want me near

You know it's what I need to hear.

 

CHORUS:

Baby, baby, baby, can't you hear me say?

That all don't matter anyway

The young are old, and times have changed

It's time to put your books away.

And baby, baby, baby won't you hold me tight?

And tell me it will be alright

Make sure I stay safe through the night

Tell me me you love me tonight.

 Books Away

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• Apr. 28, 2007 - It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah.

Wow, I havn't posted in forever. Here are lyrics to my newest favoritest song.

Words & Music by Leonard Cohen
As performed by Allison Crowe


I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
Well, it goes like this, the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Well, your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Well, baby, I've been here before.
I've seen this room, and I've walked this floor.
I used to live alone before I knew you.
But I've seen your flag on the marble arch,
And love is not a victory march,
It's a cold and it is a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Well, there was a time when you'd let me know
What's really going on below,
But now you never show that to me, do you?
But remember when I moved in you,
And the Holy Ghost was moving too,
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Well, maybe there is a God above,
But all that I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you.
It's not a cry that you hear at night,
And it is not somebody who has seen the light
It's a cold and it is a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Hallelujah

Hallelujah

I love that song. 'Tis awesome.

The rest is silence.

-Izzy

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• Apr. 23, 2007 - I suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall.

That is such a lie!!!! Sirius is 34,1482,600 times sexier than Snape. I don't even think that is a real number, but Snape is ugly and Sirius is not. Lies....just a lots of stupid lies....

 

*giggles* Snape is a Power-Puff Girl. *giggles*

 

If anyone has ever read the books they would agree that Sirius kicks Snapes butt. Snape is a winy, pathetic, greasy-haired, emo kid.

 

Poor Faith is madly in love with him. Never mind. Okay for all you people who have never read the books. You have no idea what I'm talking about. Hahahahahaha...I laugh at all you uncultured swines. Good books, you should read them. And to all you stupid people who think she used "Real evil curses" She didn't, they're just a bunch of latin words. Anyone would know that.

 

Like "Lumos" - Light.

 

Stupid poeple, they're not real spells.

 

"And I was like, 'Avada Kadavra!' And he was like, *dead*." <- Funny Icon.

 

"Draco wanted to be the green power ranger! <- Other funny icon.

 

And for the record. Sirius IS NOT DEAD! He will be back in the seventh book. If he is not back I will hunt down J.K Rowling and kick her.

 

Okay, this is al just a bunch of rambling that make no sence. I love Sirius. and muffins.

 

The rest is silence.

-Izzy

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• Apr. 18, 2007 - But these storys don't mean anything when you've got no one to tell them to.

This is one of my favorite songs, I just love this girl, she's so awesome. I also like her other song "Storys" But I like this one better especially the cello version. Anya is in love with Draco.

"Oh my God Anya, I killed your boyfriend!!"

"Voldemort's gonna eat you!" *Screams*

"I don't don't think he's sexy!"

None of you guys are gonna get this, it's just a bunch of stuff we said that we thought was funny at the time...I still laugh.

Okee, Here is the awesome song.

Tragedy - Brandi Carlile

Sorry I'm only
Human you know me
Grown up oh no guess again

My days always
Dry up and blow away
Sometimes I could do that too
But make no mistake that

When you need a friend
You could count on anyone
But you know I'll defend
The tragedy that we knew as
The end

Progress, changing
Growing then giving up
Somehow we're never quite prepared
But I understand it

When you need a friend
You could count on anyone
But you know I'll defend
The tragedy that we knew as
The end


So taking you with me would be like
Taking all your money to the grave
It does no good to anyone especially
The one you're trying to save
But it's so hard not to save

When you need a friend
You could count on anyone
But you know I'll defend
The tragedy that we knew as
The end

The rest is silence.

-Izzy

 

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• Apr. 15, 2007 - So this is love.

I want to go back to Seattle. I miss it so much. It's so beautiful there, almost as beautiful as Gary...never mind.

I also miss Alina, I miss Auntie Irene's, I miss the ocean, I miss actually good coffee, I miss the beautiful whether, I miss the long walks, I miss Freddie's, I don't miss Burt and Leslie, I miss the big houses, I miss blackberries, I miss Seattle!!!

'Tis heaven on earth.

I need food. So I'm gonna go now. I will prolly post more tommorow.

The rest is silence.

-Izzy

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• Apr. 11, 2007 - Give me chocolate or give me death.

I'm in love with chocolate. Especially dark chocolate...so good...

Chocolate icons.

It is so beautiful. loverly, loverly chocolate. Now I want cheescake.

 

The Rest Is Silence.

-Izzy

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• Apr. 4, 2007 - With just one pulse of Your heart I'm in love!

What is your relationship with Christ like?

Could you say you want Him?

You thirst for Him?

You know Him?

You would die for Him?

You need Him?

You love Him?

 

Here's somthing to think about; Do you love God - Or - Are you in love with God?

Anyone can say they love God. But would you, in the middle of, lets say a secular concert, would you shout at the top of your lungs that you are madly in love with Christ?

Jesus said that we are His bride. He loves us enough to call us his bride, so can't you give Him something in return?

 

Which would you rather do - Be shuned by society and loved by God...Or be loved by the pathetic human race for a couple years till they find someone else new?

 

 

See The Way - Misty Edwards

 

With just one word from Your mouth were the heavens made

With just one breath from Your lips, the foundations were laid

With just one dream in Your heart, You have wanted me

 

With just one pulse of Your heart, You are wooing me

 

 

See the way He holds the stars in His hand

 

See the way He holds my heart

 

 

God is a Lover looking for a lover, so He fashions me

 

God is a Lover looking for a lover, so He forms my heart

 

 

With just one pulse of Your heart (3x)

 

I'm in love!

 

 

There's nothing like You and I (8x)

 

See the way He holds the stars in His hand

 

See the way He holds my heart

 

 

 

 

 

The Rest Is Silence.

 

-Izzy

 

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• Apr. 3, 2007 - "I bite my thumb at you!"

I'm always wondering,

I was just wondering,

I was just wondering,

I'm the one

Who is gone,

Who is gone.

 -Memories, Eisley.

I'm sick, I really hate being sick. Atleast I'm not throwing up. I could never be bulimic because I'm more scared of thworing up than I am of clowns. And I am very, scared of clowns.

"For never was a story of more woe...Than this of Juliet, and her Romeo."

 

That was one of Shakespears best,. But I still like Hamlet better. But nothing, I repeat, Nothing, compares to Rosencrantz And Guildenstern Are Dead. Sorry Rachel, I love Shakespeare to, but Rosencrantz And Guildenstern kick Hamlets butt. Although, Tom Stoppard stole the charecters in the play from Hamlet. And yes, I would be saying this even if Gary wasn't in the movie!! Gary is just made it six times better. Because the world doesn't know it yet but six, is actually more than ten.

You are all so deceased!!

Mwahahahahahahaha!

Good-bye.

The rest Is Silence. (<-- Hamlet, told you Shakespeare was awesome.)

 -Izzy

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• Mar. 31, 2007 - I desire, the fire.

Posted in My Songs

Here is a worship song I wrote. There is lots of repeating in it, that's pretty much it.

Memorys

 

Did You see me in the shadows?

Did You hear me in the dark?

How could You allready love me,

How could You allready see my heart?

 

I...

Think I might,

Just be in love!

 

I'm falling in love with the memorys

That don't yet exist

This stranger who haunts me in my dreams

Is making me fall in love with Him

This unbridled passion

This flaming desire

Lord won't you open my heart to Your fire

I'm falling in love with the memorys

Memorys

 

Did You see me in the shadows?

Did You hear me in the dark?

How could You allready love me,

How could You allready see my heart?

 

I...

Think I might,

Just be in love!

 

I'm falling in love with the memorys

That don't yet exist

This stranger who waunts me in my dreams

Is making me fall in love with Him

This unbridled passion

This flaming desire

Lord won't you open my heart to Your fire

I'm falling in love with the memorys

Memorys

 

Oh fire!

Consume me

Fill me

Defeat me,

I need You

To love me

Consume me

Defeat me (Repeat alotta times)

 

I surrender!

I surrender!

To the will, of the Risen One.

I surrender!

I surrender!

To my love, Undefeated One! (Also repeat alotta times.)

I desire

 

The fire, the fire. (Repeat even more times.)

The Rest Is Silence.

-Izzy

 

 

 

 

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• Mar. 29, 2007 - ICONS!!

I'm really bored so I will just post a ton of icons from my vavorite movies....cuz I'm bored....I allready said that.

Brom is dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*SOBS* SO IS SIRIUS!!!!!!!! *MORE UNCONTOLABLE SOBBING*

Okay I'm better now.

Signs.Pirates Of The Carribean