I'm so sick of being angry all the time. But these, certain people, don't really help!
I hate trusting someone and then having them turn out to be someone you don't even know. I'm sick of friends, and people, and family.... Exept a few people, and you people know who you are.
I hate hating, which is crazy, but I do. And I know that your supposed to be in control of your feelings, but some things I just can't control anymore.
I hate thinking that you have this friend who you can trust with anything, and then turn around and she's a completly different person.
It's like I don't know her anymore.
And I'm sick of not knowing, not knowing when we're gonna be best friends or when we're gonna hate eachother.
I hate looking in the mirror and not recognizing my own face, which sounds really cheesy, but I'm serious, I don't know anything anymore.
Well, that's just because I have no IQ.
Actually, I have an IQ of 131, I just don't use it.
Wow, I'm not mad anymore, just strangly randomly hungry...
Great, now I'm mad again because I have to wake up early tomorrow...
No I don't!
Yay, strange happy hungryness is back...
I have no time for icons, Anya is kicking me off cuz it's her birthday. Happy birthday Anya!
Now I'm emo because there is no icons..... |
• Aug. 6, 2007 - Untitled Comment
Just seeing who is online. I'm sorry you are feeling this way.
Life has ups and downs though and in any lasting relationship with anybody, there will be times when you wonder what you ever did without them, and times when you wonder why the heck you even talk to them anymore! Usually underneath anger is hurt or fear- at least for a lot of people. Other things that can trigger anger are- hunger, tiredness, loneliness or loss. I don't know your situation, but I can tell you that as you grow older, some of these things that make you feel so strongly will go away.
Take care of yourself. You're the only you you've got. Get some rest, eat well.... things will probably look better in a few days, or at least you might look at them differently.
Good luck,
Nancy