Well I was wonder if we thought of others

Maybe we could fall out of love with ourselfs

We might start a revolution

Maybe if we gave them a second chance

We could be saving our souls from the shelf

We might start a revolution

If we scream really loud they might hear our pleads

If we twist and shout we might take the lead

If we became something new we might scare them to agree

We could be a revolution

Maybe if we thought of the innocent

Instead of how our bodys will look

I think we’d start a revolution

If we could give back to them

What we fought so hard and took

I think we’d start a revolution

If we scream really loud they might hear our pleads

If we twist and shout we might take the lead

If we became something new we might scare them to agree

We could be a revolution

If we could see their eyes for once

Instead of their small face

I know we’d start a revolution

If we could hear their crys for once

And just forget about race

I know we’d start a revolution

If we scream really loud they might hear our pleads

If we twist and shout we might take the lead

If we became somthing new we might scare them to agree

We could be a revolution

What if we tried harder than before we might change their heads

What if we stopped being superman and became the lead

And what if we were a stumbling block to those who cut ahead

We would be the revolution

How can you say hallelujah

When you don't understand the words

I know it meant nothing to ya,

But you have to know that it hurts

Oh Aiden, you were always so blind

You told me I was beautiful

And Aiden, you were so tone-deaf

Because I couldn't carry a tune

Neither could you

Why did you say all those words

If you didn't mean them for me

And you flew like a bird

I know you didn't mean to hurt me

Oh Aiden, you were always so blind

You told me I was beautiful

And Aiden, you were so tone-deaf

Because I couldn't carry a tune

Neither could you

Oh Aiden, you'll always be mine

The other little girls will never have you

Oh Aiden, I've lost my mind

But I think that my heart grew

Maybe, it's just you

I hope that this isn't cheating, but when I read Danya's blog post, I saw that what they wanted the song to be about was somthin completly different, so I hope that you guys will accept this one istead of my last one.

This isn't really a verse and chorus song, I get bored of verses :D

But I really hope that you'll like this one, and be able to get it ;-)

Okeee, here goes.  This is a conest thingy that Monkeyboy is doing.

Amazing grace

A sound so sweet

Amazing love

Fall down on me

A perfect hand

Now nailed to the tree

That saved a wretch

That wretch was me.

Chorus:

Grace so pure

So clean and sweet

Love so true

To love some one like me

How could you

The perfect and holy one

Give your one and only son

For Me

Amazing courage

To live and die

Amazing truth

I know it's right

To give your life

Like you were worth nothing

To save a wretch

That wretch was me.

Chorus:

Bridge:

I was dying

And You gave me life

I was broken

And You picked me up

Even with ten thousand years

 Sorry I havn't posted in so long. My birthday was good. Expt I pierced my ears and now one of them hurts really bad. Here is a song I wrote. Now all you people can stop yelling at me because I finally wrote a semi-happy song.

Our Anthom (Beautiful Love.)

Oh what a beautiful love

How it falls from so far above

Our anthom rises above the clouds

Letting the world know our love is loud.

Oh, it feels so grand

My heart in my hands

Your love washing over me( Over me, over me, over me....)

And oh, it has begun

We know that we have won

Your grace is inside of me (Inside of me...)

I'll blare the music,

I know that my Lord reigns!

Oh what a beautiful love

How it falls from so far above

Our anthom rises above the clouds

Letting the world know our love is loud.

Oh, I am in love

Your grace is enough

For all of me (All of me, all of me, all of me...)

Oh, it feels so grand

My heart in my hands

Your love washing over me( Over me...)

I'll blare the music,

I know that my Lord reigns!

Oh what a beautiful love

How it falls from so far above

Our anthom rises above the clouds

Letting the world know our love is loud.

So beautiful, beautiful.

So wonderful, wonderful.

Indescribable, We sing

We sing!

Oh what a beautiful love

How it falls from so far above

Our anthom rises above the clouds

Letting the world know our love is loud.

Oh what a beautiful love

How it falls from so far above

Our anthom rises above the clouds

Letting the world know our love is loud.

Here is a song I wrote. I hope you guys like it. Tell me what you think.

Hold On

Because my wings are broken...

And I've forgotten how to fly.

I am drowning in my own tears,

No one can tell me why.

So I cry a silent cry

Hoping some one will finally hear.

But till that person comes

I'll be consumed by my childish fears.

CHORUS:

So hold on

Don't let your dreams go so fast

Hold on

Soon the danger will be in the past

Hold on

He hears you crying, so please just,

Hold on.

Silent in my dreams

He hears my every plee.

I was the reason for his suffering

Somehow he forgave me.

I thought it was over

I had no hope

In this world so cold

But I learned to cope.

CHORUS:

So hold on

Don't let your dreams go so fast

Hold on

Soon the danger will be in the past

Hold on

He hears you crying, so please just,

Hold on.

BRIDGE:

As I fall to my knees

Begging Him to please,

Hear my final cry in this life.

The fear inside my dreams

Was silenced by my screams

I feel Him now in my life.

So something happened a few days ago. Something that I'm not really comfortable talking about. I just figured out somthing that I kind of wish I hadn't. But it doesn't matter. I wrote a song.

So the world hates you,

What else is new?

Well, I still get to sing on the worship team. But so much for me being in charge. Mrs. Keller gave all the responsibilitys she had promised me to Anya, because she's older, and has sung on the worship team. I couldn't even say anything about it. I should have known they would never let me lead, cuz I'm "Too young". A song, I wrote it. Imagine that.

Undone,

That's what they call me.

Unraveled

That's what is I am.

Unloved

Is how I feel,

But all they see is an empty hand.

But I don't see them

I don't hear them,

Cuz who needs them,

When they're broken.

(Chorus:)

Becoming full

I am so numb

The fire of the Lord consumes me

The love inside relieves me.

Becoming healed

My scars are gone

You are my savior when I'm broken

And I will be yours.

Repared

Is how He makes me feel each morning.

Relieved

From my stains of this world.

Replinished

Is my heart when He is done.

Yeah I don't see them

I don't hear them,

I don't need them,

When they're broken.

(Chorus:)

Becoming full

I am so numb

The fire of the Lord consumes me

The love inside relieves me.

Becoming healed

My scars are gone

You are my savior when I'm broken

And I will be yours.

(Bridge:)

Fire,

Consume me

Fill me again.

Fire,

Undoe me

Heal me again.

2x

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

I really can't believe that it is snowing in Texas, it's to weird. I think that all the world really is a stage. Shakspeare was right and we didn't listen. We are like all just living in this dream world and none of it is real man! No just kidding, I just wanted to say somthing like that cuz I'm hyper so I want to say somthing and I have nothing to say. I have somthing to say.

Why can't our world get over itself!? Gosh, it's like we think we're gods or somthing! We all go around pouting and moping about how terrible our life is, when there are people who get so exited at the tinyest scrap of food because they havn't eaten in weeks. And I finally can admit that I think I am the worst of anyone else on this planet. I go around talking about how terrible my life is and moping and blaming everybody else in the world for all my problems when I just need to wake up and exept the truth....

I do not rule the world, and people are sick of hearing me whine.

So please, if me, the biggest hipocrite on the planet can finally admit it, then you can to. The truth is people need our help out there and we just pass them by. God is counting on us to share His word and we still wont do it after all He's done for us. I am ashamed to say how many times I have past up a chance to tell someone about Jesus. And to think I want to be a missionary? When even now I can't get the courage to say that there is a God. Next time you talk to someone that you know isn't a christian and you have a chance to tell them about our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, don't let it pass you by. Because we only live once..once. Is it so hard to say that someone loves you? If we fall He will pick us up, if we only ask. Here is a song I wrote.

Fall On Jesus

Like the Rain

Like the snow

Like your pain

I fall so long

Can you hear me, hear me, hear me?

Can you see me, see me, see me?

I'm falling, falling, falling

Falling on You Lord,

Can You catch me?

I'm screaming, screaming, screaming

Screaming for You Lord,

Can You hear me?

Like your dreams

Like your heart

Nothing seams

So real at all

Can you hear me, hear me, hear me?

Can you see me, see me, see me?

I'm falling, falling, falling

Falling on You Lord,

Can You catch me?

I'm screaming, screaming, screaming

Screaming for You Lord,

Can You hear me?

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

Merry christmas, I guess. Not in the mood for lights, presents, or food. I allso wrote a song but it's at the bottom of the entry.  I will be posting a bunch of really cool pics of me and my sister later. But I don't have time tonight.

It's Over

 Is this all that we have left?

Is this what we've come to?

With my finale dying breath

My last prayer is for you

We used to be so good

We love each other so much

Why can't I be with you?

Is this the last of our love?

I thought we were ment to be

Together forever

I loved you

Is this just a dream

Or have I really

Lost you?

(Chorus:)

Broken and afraid

I die on my own

This used to be the place

Where I knew I was never alone

But you don't even care

Our love was ment to die

You filled my heart with fear

As I watched my life fly by.

2x

It's like a nightmare

And I'm trying to wake

Why can't I see that when your near

Your killing all our love

All I wanted was the truth

And you gave me a lie

I've wasted so much time on you

Now I wish that you would die.

Why couldn't I see?

That you were never for me

I hate you

Why won't you let me be?

So I can forget about you

I don't love you.

(Chorus:)

2x

Why can't I see?

It's over.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

My number one purpose in life: To stand out, stand strong, and stand for what I believe.

My new years resalution: To find love in a world of hate, and show hope to a broken congrigation.

The thing I want to change most of this world: The need to be number one.

What gives me the motivation for it all: The Allmighty, the Creator, the Savior, and my Hero, Jesus Christ.

The most sickening thing about this world is our rebelion from the one who gave us everything. Our desperation to be the best is twisted and is destroying lives. Jealousy has overcome us and we have just given up and let it take over. Have we any shame? Has our last speck of humility left us for good? Is there any hope for our lifes? These are the questions we ask our selfs everyday. But we say these and don't do any thing about them. Has anyone ever heard the saying "Don't cry over spilt milk."? We understand now that we need a savior and we've been given one. So why can't we just exept Him? It's because of our compulsive need to do it by our selfs. We wan't to be our own savior and we won't get anywhere with that atitude. The Proticle Son. We have all heard that story a million times in church or from a parent or even we just read it our selfs. But do you really get it?

There was a son who didn't care about his father or anyone exept himself. He asked his father for his money and went and wasted his life away. He was sure that his father would never take him back but he figured he would try any way. He said he would beg to be a servent or a slave. But when his father saw him coming home he rejoiced and exepted him back as his son and had a great feast.

Now consider this, this is a true story. There was a man who was the leader of a gang, He had killed many men and was on Death Row. He was in jail for nine years and wrote seven books about turning your life around. He had become a christian and died a new man. He is sitting in heaven with god now. This murderer, and this selfish selfseeking man. The Father forgave them both and exepted them again. So don't you think you he can forgive you? Here is a song I wrote, and I think it fits with what I'm trying to say. Just take the time to read the lyrics.

Here is another song i wrote. it makes no sence and there was no reason for me writing it and it doesn't have a meaning. So, yeah.

Blame Joe-or-Shut Up World-or-A Song To The Paris Hiltons-or-On The Tusday Of Next June In TellyTubby Land We'll All Drop Dead

I was down at the diner last night

The diner I go to every 31st of febuary

I heard some old guy tell his story

He said that we're all gonna die and that should blame Joe

Now I don't know who Joe is

But we might as well blame him like the old guys said

Or you never know

We might just wind up dead

So tell the world to shut up

And listen to they're life slip away

If we ever get them to care

That'll be the day

Just put down your books for once in your life

Watch the world turn

And eat some icecream it might save your life

Cuz nobody likes a Barbie

As of ten minutes ago

Nobody likes a Barbie

I'll scream till someone hears me

So you might as well listen now

Put your books down

And sit back and watch our world die

Orange is the new nine

Just like smelling is the new reading

I'm running out of time

So girls start eating

You don't have to starve yourself

To get some one to see you

And no one wants to see that much of you

So put more clothes on

People stop disgracing yourselfs

And stop destroying this world

Cuz I dont know who Joe is

So just stop blaming him

Just put down your books for once in your life

Watch the world turn

And eat some icecream it might save your life

Cuz nobody likes Barbie

As of ten minutes ago

Nobody likes a Barbie

I'll scream till someone hears me

So you might as well listen now

Put your books down

And sit back and watch are world die

Cuz on the tusday of next june

In TellyTubby land

We'll all drop dead

Comment me!!!!!!!!!!No one comments me anymore. I feel so unloved.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

Oh my gosh, from my grandma's house you have the best view ever of Mt. Raineire! Did you know the Indians who inhapeted washington before the English came over called it "Tahoma" which means Ghost Mountain cuz it would be there one second and then just disapear the next. And it really does that, it'll be there and look so beautiful and be so easy to see, then you walk away and come back 5 minutes later and it will look like it was never there. Cuz the clouds will just completly devoure it. Tis' so awesome! I love it here, I will be SO depressed when I leave. I'm pretty sure we're moving though, espesially with what's happening at our church. I can't say what's going on with our church right now, but if everyone could pray that would be really great. Our church really needs the prayer. I desided when I have a band I will either name it Static Rain, or Crimson Flood.

Here is another song I wrote.

Unwritten Story

I'm just an unwritten story

A picture never painted

I'm just a song never sung

Or a photo never taken

I walk this earth unotist

I sing this song unheard

I fall throught life without landing

I talk without saying a word

(Chorus:)

So take me to your quiet place

To that secret silent place

Where I can be with you

I can be with you

Take me in your arms

Be my crying shoulder

Crying on my shoulder

I would die if I'm without you

I drown without even getting wet

In this ocean of fear

I fly and sore

Or am I just leaping year to year?

I'm like the statue that no one sees

I'm the toy that no one wants

I just want to be free

So step aside and let me fall

(Chorus:)

(Bridge:)

In my dreams your there

In my mind you near

In my heart your here

So runaway with me now

The Rest Is Silence

~Root

Here's another song I wrote, tell me what you think.

Sorry

Can You ever forgive me of what I've done?

Can You even see my face again?

Whenever I'm without You I come undone

Do You even no how much I've sined?

I turned You away

I didn't want to admit I was wrong

Forgive me again

I've been away oh so long

(Chorus:)

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I hurt not only myself but You

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

There's nothing more I can say or do

Yet You forgive

You let me live

Gave me the chance to start again

I turned my back on You so many times

Yet You take me back all over again

Sometimes I can't tell my wrong from right

Yet You reach down to give me Your hand

I kept saying no

When I should have said yes

I kept going right

When I had to turn left

(Chorus:)

Thank You

Thank You

I know I'll never be hurt again

Thank You

Thank You

For everything you do and say

You loved me

You helped me breath

And now I know You'll never leave

Sorry guys, on the verse up above I put "I know I'll be hurt again" and it was supposed to be "I know I'll never be hurt again"

Guesse what??????????

I'm going to Seattle!!! I'm going to Seattle!!!

on the 15th of november we get to go up to Seattle, washington

where I was born. YAY! I love it there!

And yes, we might be moving back.

I hope, I mean, I'll miss Emily and Rachel soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!

But I really love Seattle. I really can't wait.

And who knows how long we're staying,

at least till christmas, maybe longer.

Here is another song I wrote, I've only got half of it finshed.

Offering

You the perfect lamb

Knelt down to offer me Your hand

You Gods only son

You the perfect holy one

Forgave me of my sin and took me as I am

You the perfect lamb

Chorus:

Take me as an offering

Take everthing and all of me

Take me by the hand

Tell me it's okay to breath

Take me as an offering

Perfect holy lamb

thats all I have so far but I'll finesh it later.

Tell me what you think.

I wrote this song but I want to warn everyone before they read it it is

not christian! I mean it's not bad, I just no I usually

write christian songs and this one isn't.

 I just wanted to make sure everyone new this

before they read it so they wouldn't freak out and think

"Oh my gosh! She's writing that about God?!" Yeah so,

Just wanted you to know.

Home

I'm so cold

so unhappy and alone

But you came

you came to save the day and make it all okay

But you were so vain 

you left me standing alone again

Chorus:

They say that home is where the heart is

But I've always had a heart but never found a home

And they say that happiness is friendship

But you were my only friend

And you left me all alone

Won't somebody take me home?

I'm so alone

everyone left me on my own

Just need to find

someone who will take me home

Chorus:

Bridge:

Time to say good-bye

To unicorns and fairytales

Time to say good-bye

To all I ever felt was real

Time to say good-bye

To all these things of you I feel

It's time to say good-bye to you!

I wrote a song but I only wrote the first verse and the chorus, I need somebody to write the rest. If you think of anything I should Add or change just tell me. Also anyone who has any music I can add to my songs Please tell me. I would be willing to pay anyone who would write music for me....Well, no I wouldn't cuz I'm broke, But I could pay you with suckers that I take from the bank!

Beauty Comes From Pain

Three months early

He didn't stand a chance

We blame God for his death

Even though he's at peace

The pain is worse for us

When he know that he's safe

Maybe we're jelouse

That he couldn't breath

How dare we blame God

For a fault that's becuase of me

Next time before you get pregnant

Just remember your only fifteen

You knew the drugs would affect him

But you didn't care

Now that you see his inocent face

Do you even care?

Chorus:

Becuase of our selfishness     We're condemed to die

He took away our suffering    Yet you just pass Him by

You ignore all His pleeds        Even though He saved your worthless life

Why do you hurt Him             When there's nothing to gain

Somehow He still loves us       He gives us Beauty from Pain

3 weeks till I leave for Colorado!! I allready have $55 I only need $30 more. I don't know how my Gramps is doing, I guess okay or they would have told us by now. His surgery isn't till the 17th of July, I'm leaving the 5th so that we can be there in time for his doctors appointment on the 10th. So I have to tell everyone I baby-sit for that I'm leaving sooner, Everyone meaning the 2 people! I baby-sat for the Jinrights sunday. They payed me $18 for 1 and a half hours!! That's like $12 an hour!!!They usually pay me $6 an hour, but for some long and confusing reason that I don't feel like writing right now, they payed me 2 times as much! Yeah so I entered some poetry contest, I have no idea if I'm gonna win or not, they said IF I make it to the semi finals, I will know with-in 7 weeks. So if anyone wants to enter it it's at http://www.poetry.com/

Emily, you know I'm gonna make you enter.

So that's what's going on in my extremly boring life. Here is a song I wrote a little while ago. I am not deppressed, I wrote this song for everyone, cuz EVERYONE at some time or another feels this way. And everytime there's that voice calling out to you. The question is...Will you listen?

The Voice

Verse 1:

She stared out the window

She sat on the floor

Her hands had gone numb

She felt so alone

The gun was allready loaded

She thought as she cried

She thought that nobody cared

She wanted to die

She pulled the trigger slowly

Then she heard a voice

She stoped and she listened

This was her choice

Chorus:

Stop and listen 

Look what you've done to yourself

This wasn't my fault              

You've managed it all by yourself

Stop and you'll hear now        

The choice is perfectly clear

You know I'm here now        

There's nothing that's left to fear

Verse 2:

My mother wont miss me

This I know

He thought of his father

Who left him twelve years ago

His weapon of choice

Was the point of a knife

He was ready to do it

He was ending his life

He raised the blade slowly

And put it close to his chest

But then he stoped and he listened

And this choice was best

Chorus:

Bridge:

Do you not think that I know you

Think that I care about you

Don't think that all is lost

Do you not think that I made you

Think that I love you

I gave my life up on the cross

(Repeat)

Chorus:

Life comes so quickly

In a second it's gone

If you want to see Jesus

Admit that your wrong

The choice is yours alone now

So what is your choice,

Will you turn your back on his love?

Or will you listen to the voice?

Here is a song I wrote. It's not that great. Oh well it's not like anyone's gonna get offended cuz I can't write, or spell, and I'm also really bad at grammer. La-la-la-la-la-la hey! La-la-la-la-la-la, La-la-la-la-la-la hey! La-la-la-la-la-la hey! La-la-la-la-la-la, La-la-la-la-la-la hey! HEHE! I'm having fun!!

That Wretch Was Me

Amazing grace

A sound so sweet

Amazing love

Fall down on me

A perfect hand

Now nailed to the tree

That saved a wretch

That wretch was me.

Chorus:

Grace so pure

So clean and sweet

Love so true

To love some one like me

How could you

The perfect and holy one

Give your one and only son

For Me

Amazing courage

To live and die

Amazing truth

I know it’s right

To give your life

Like you were worth nothing

To save a wretch

That wretch was me.

Chorus:

Bridge:

I was dying

And You gave me life

I was broken

And You picked me up

Even with ten thousand years