The Lord is my strength and shield.

I trust Him with all my heart.

He helps me, and my heart is filled with joy.

I burst out in songs of thanksgiving.

Psalm 28.7

     Well there is some new stuff going on in our life.  I would really love to share what is going on, but I also feel that God wants me to just let Him do His thing.  It is pretty excited, even though it is all just up in the air.  We don't even know what is going on or how it is all going to work out, just that God is doing something. 

     I think amist all that is going on..well  I know, that God is trying to build me in my faith with Him.  This was KLOVES Scripture of the day:

"Physical training is good, but training for godliness is much better, promising benefits in this life and in the life to come."

~ 1 Timothy 4:8, NLT

    Of course this speaks to me greatly being that during this time God is working on growing me...in not worrying.  When ever something like this happens, I get this constant tightness in the back of my neck, letting me know that I am worrying about something that I have NO CONTROL OVER!!  AGH!!  NO CONTROL OVER!  But yet it is so exciting!  So I read the Psalm for the day and decided that I will memorize Psalm 28.7 to help take my focus off from the surrounding circumstances and place them on God.  I just figured this out at the end of the day, lol so I guess I will start it tonight and put it into deeper practice tomorrow.  So if you are reading this..please be in prayer for us...Bryan seems to always be so calm about this stuff, but me, I begin to dream and expectations become high, even though I don't want them too.   But I can definitly feel the tension in my neck and I don't want that!  I want my total and complete trust to be in HIM!  I want my heart to totally submit to Him..completely trusting in HIM!!  It breaks my heart to sit here with the tension in my neck knowing that I am not trusting in Him.  Gods Grace is Sufficient!