I'm starting to loose track of the day and date. My nails are growing without breaking...so, this is what it is to do life with no stress -  

I still think of BR every day - but, not like before. the heartache is not a heartache anymore. I hope it stays like this now. I pray for him and the kids with no thoughts of the future --- or the past.

Spent from 4pm-6:40 with Oma. Fixed her shelves in the closet for her. I liked being able to do something to help her. We looked at more pictures today.

If it wasn't for missing the kids and my family -- I could stay here forever.

I am healed and whole - Yet, I live in two worlds on Earth.

It is together in the spirit world somehow - And, I know it is enough for me now.

I feel different. I can't really explain it.

The Lord has blessed me.