In the Great Computer Crash of the Summer '06, I lost most of the book I had written.  BUT - I found some hard copy notes!  I'll be sharing some poems and devotions in the coming weeks - trying not to duplicate the ones I've already posted.  Here's a newer poem without a devotion (yet!).

Faith on a Tightrope

Confusion swirls around me

as I attempt to learn this dance -

Just to follow in Your footsteps

with the faith of a little child -

Seems such a simple thing

But the world rushes in

and tries to carry me away

And I get caught up in the pursuit

of knowledge for knowledge sake

And didn't You say, "Be wise as serpents"?

It's a fine line to walk

and a long road to travel

Now I'm up on the high wire

Walking a tightrope I can't even see

The view of the path set before me

blocked by the burden of my own misconceptions

It seems You call me back on track

"Deny yourself and follow me"

So I give in...give up...give away

Knowing that nothing is important enough

to take me from Your side

Yet, "whatever you ask for, you will recieve"

I hear time and time again

But now I've lost the desire,

the confidence to dream -

Is this all there is for me?

It's a fine line to walk

and a long road to travel

Now I'm up on the high wire

Walking a tightrope I can't even see

The view of the path set before me

blocked by the burden of my own expectations

I am not worthy of Your love,

How could I ever be?

Yet You came to earth to die for me,

while I was yet a sinner

And I was worth Your blood

My vision seems much clearer now

Though the line I walk still narrow

But I am no longer afraid to fall

For You are beside me to guide me,

All around me to catch me

And within me to save me

It's a fine line to walk

and a long road to travel

But I’m finally on my way.

© 2005

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Posted by Anonymous

Great blog...you're really an inspiration with eight. I stopped at four. I found you over at the mom blogs and noticed you didn't have stars by your name. I'm going to run right back and give you stars...you deserve them!! Blessings to you and your wonderfully messy crew. Kathy

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P.S. I don't have any stars on the mom blogs either, so if yo visit my site would you rate me. Thanks!

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Posted by Anonymous

Very cool...not only that you were able to salvage your old poems from your computer crash, but that you write very well! I love poetry. I used to enter all sorts of competitions but only won once while in college. It was well worth it though. I got published and made a whopping $100. = )

I trust all is going well today. Hug each of your children extra tight today and pray for them daily. Have you ever seen the 31 ways to pray for your children by Bob Hostetler? I try to use this as a guide for when I pray for my own children. It's a wonderful tool.

Here goes:

1 salvation "Lord, let salvation spring up within my children, that they may obtain the salvation that is in Christ Jesus, with eternal glory" (Isaiah 45:8, 2 Timothy 2:10).

2 growth in grace "I pray that they may 'grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ'" (2 Peter 3:18).

3 love "Grant, Lord, that my children may learn to 'live a life of love,' through the Spirit who dwells in them" (Ephesians 5:2, Galatians 5:22).

4 honesty and integrity " May integrity and honesty be their virtue and their protection" (Psalm 25:21, NLT).

5 self-control " Father, help my children not to be like many others around them, but let them be 'alert and self-controlled' in all they do" (1 Thessalonians 5:6)

6 a love for God's Word " May my children grow to find your Word 'more precious than gold, than much pure gold; [and] sweeter than honey, than honey from the comb'" (Psalm 19:10).

7 justice " God, help my children to love justice as you do and to 'act justly' in all they do" (Psalm 11:7, Micah 6:8).

8 mercy " May my children always 'be merciful, as [their] Father is merciful'" (Luke 6:36).

9 respect (for self, others, authority) " Father, grant that my children may 'show proper respect to everyone,' as your Word commands" (1 Peter 2:17a).

10 strong, Biblical self-esteem " Help my children develop a strong self-esteem that is rooted in the realization that they are 'God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus'" (Ephesians 2:10).

11 faithfulness "' Let love and faithfulness never leave [my children],' but bind these twin virtues around their necks and write them on the tablet of their hearts" (Proverbs 3:3).

12 courage "May my children always 'Be strong and courageous' in their character and in their actions" (Deuteronomy 31:6).

13 purity "'Create in [them] a pure heart, O God,' and let their purity of heart be shown in their actions" (Psalm 51:10).

14 kindness "Lord, may my children 'always try to be kind to each other and to everyone else'" (1 Thessalonians 5:15).

15 generosity "Grant that my children may 'be generous and willing to share [and so] lay up treasure for themselves as a firm foundation for the coming age'" (1 Timothy 6:18-19).

16 peace, peaceability "Father, let my children 'make every effort to do what leads to peace'" (Romans 14:19).

17 joy " May my children be filled 'with the joy given by the Holy Spirit'" (1 Thessalonians 1:6).

18 perseverance " Lord, teach my children perseverance in all they do, and help them especially to 'run with perseverance the race marked out for [them]'" (Hebrews 12:1).

19 humility " God, please cultivate in my children the ability to 'show true humility toward all'" (Titus 3:2).

20 compassion " Lord, please clothe my children with the virtue of compassion" (Colossians 3:12).

21 responsibility " Grant that my children may learn responsibility, 'for each one should carry his own load'" (Galatians 6:5).

22 contentment " Father, teach my children 'the secret of being content in any and every situation. . . . through him who gives [them] strength'" (Philippians 4:12-13).

23 faith " I pray that faith will find root and grow in my children's hearts, that by faith they may gain what has been promised to them" (Luke 17:5-6, Hebrews 11:1-40).

24 a servant heart " God, please help my children develop servant hearts, that they may serve wholeheartedly, 'as to the Lord, and not to men'" (Ephesians 6:7, KJV).

25 hope " May the God of hope grant that my children may overflow with hope and hopefulness by the power of the Holy Spirit" (Romans 15:13).

26 the willingness and ability to work hard " Teach my children, Lord, to value work and to work hard at everything they do, 'as working for the Lord, not for men'" (Colossians 3:23).

27 a passion for God " Lord, please instill in my children a soul that "followeth hard after thee," a heart that clings passionately to you (Psalm 63:8, KJV).

28 self-discipline " Father, I pray that my children may develop self-discipline, that they may acquire 'a disciplined and prudent life, doing what is right and just and fair'" (Proverbs 1:3).

29 prayerfulness " Grant, Lord, that my children's lives may be marked by prayerfulness, that they may learn to 'pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests" (Ephesians 6:18).

30 gratitude " Help my children to live lives that are always 'overflowing with thankfulness,' 'always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ'" (Colossians 2:7, Ephesians 5:20).

31 a heart for missions " Lord, please help my children to develop a heart for missions, a desire to see your glory declared among the nations, your marvelous deeds among all peoples" (Psalm 96:3).

God bless from your Secret Sister

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Posted by blessedwifeandmommy

u gave me chills with that :) hope all is wonderful with you and yours!!! ((((prayers and hugs))))
heather

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