Painting the Memories of Home
Apr. 29, 2006
Resolving Doubts...

Posted in Growing with God

     "Hear, O Israel!  The LORD is our God, the LORD is one!

You shall love the LORD you God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might.

     "These words, which I am commanding you today, shall be on your heart.   You shall teach them diligently to your sons and shall talk of them when you sit in your house and when you walk by the way and when you lie down and when you rise up.  You shall bind them as a sign on your hand and they shall be as frontals on your forehead.  You shall write them on the doorposts of your house and on your gates."

                                                                      Deut 6:4-9

 

"Know therefore that the LORD your God, He is God, the faithful God, who keeps his covenant and His lovingkindness to a thousandth generation with those who love Him and keep His commandments."  Deut 7:9

 

       It is good to come through a time of doubt.  Though they don't come often, it would be unrealistic to say they never do.  Uncomfortable though it was, I was really ministered to by friends here at HSB and also went to God's word for renewal and refocusing.  My key scriptures are those above that put into focus our family's vision.    Our life is not about putting checks in the boxes for academics but is about loving God with all of our hearts and introducing our children to this great God each day with the goal of raising the next generation He's entrusted us with for Christ and His kingdom! 

     At our Bible study on Thursday night, we were reviewing what we'd gleaned from our study on the life of David.  Both in Saul's and David's life, when God called them to the great responsibility and mission to be king of his people, they were both being obedient to a humble calling.  Saul was out searching for his father's lost donkeys.  He was obedient to his father and doing what he might have considered a rather mundane thing.  David was doing his family duty as the youngest to shepherd a floch of smelly, ignorant sheep.  The principle I gathered from this facts is that God's mission seems to germinate in the lowly.  We are to be obedient in the humble nonglamorous things in life while keeping our eyes on the eternal! 

      Discipleship is in the forefront.  Being faithful to the calling he put on my heart.  And as far as academics goes, I had slipped into the assembly line deception.  That's the philosophy that a child must make it through the "factory" of childhood having visited all the right places to have all the right parts screwed on.  ie: He learns science because I screwed on this or that lesson.  In reality, by teaching them to read and reading great things to them, they will become lovers of reading.  By showing them how to find information during our days, they will know how to learn the things they need to as they go on in life.  By memorizing Scripture, they will be hiding God's word in their hearts. 

   If for no other reason, perhaps God used my moment of discouragement to unleash the battery of wisdom He's imparted to fellow bloggers.  If you are experiencing Satan's fiery darts of doubt in hsing or just want to read some great insights...read the comments under my last blog.  They were all so motivational!  Here's a wonderful concluding thought from one of those comments by hskubes: 

   "Remember God doesn't call the qualified... He qualifies the called. He has called you to do this and He will equip you with all that you need to fulfull His calling.
1 Corinthians 15:57 ~
"But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ."

     


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Apr. 29, 2006 - I have been praying for you

Posted by quietcajun


I KNOW what that doubt phase is like and I have been praying for you! Your victorious report today lifts my head a little higher knowing that our God answered your prayers and gave you encouragement from His people and from His word.

That passage fromDeut. 6 is the whole premise of my favorite homeschooling book, When You Rise Up: A Covenental Approach to Homeschooling by R.C. Sprouls Jr. and I LOvED that quote from hskubes... I love her writing!


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Apr. 29, 2006 - How wonderful.... and a humble thank-you

Posted by hskubes


First, I am so thrilled what the Lord has re-assured you of. And I love the truths He gently reminded you of and how you worded them. Very, very well said. It's so easy to get caught up in a temporal perspective, isn't it? Praise Him that He is Faithful and that as we draw near to Him, He helps us see His eternal perspective.

Also... I am truly and deeply touched by the fact you quoted me and the kind comments you said (you too, quietcajun). I do not take comments lightly and that meant a great deal to me. It truly blesses my heart. Thank you so much.

Please know that you will remain in my prayers ~
Christina
HsKubes' HomeSchool Haven Blog


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Apr. 29, 2006 - Untitled Comment

Posted by nsremom


BRAVO SISTER !!!! You came through your wilderness and you're on fire. Your post actually fired ME up. Good job. I liked how you mentioned David hanging out with smelly sheep, doing the mundane things when he was annointed king. Being a mom is pretty mundane sometimes and that spoke to me!

No more assembly lines, right? I peeked over at your kids' picture on your sidebar. Man, they are some beautiful kids. What a blessing that you get to make them beautiful on the inside as well, and you aren't leaving it up to some transient teacher. :)


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Apr. 29, 2006 - through tears...

Posted by EEEEMommy


It's wonderful to read that you've won the victory in this skirmish!
You are a blessing and this post inspires us all to keep going!
It's hard to believe I can feel such love for a sister I've never met face to face!
God bless!
Angel


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Apr. 29, 2006 - So glad to hear you made it through!

Posted by grace4gayle


Sounds like you have a fresh perspective. God is so good to refresh us when we need it.

Gayle


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May. 1, 2006 - Good Stuff

Posted by dawilli


I'm so glad you're feeling so much better about things. It's encouraging to watch others be encouraged, we can all learn so much from each other.
Also, I wanetd to thank you for your insightful comment on my blog regarding my recent friendship trial. Things are very strained right now, and you were very right- "When someone is easily offended, there begin to be so many little issues, that a relaxed friendship is impossible" and that's pretty much where we're at- so many little issues (blowing up into big issues now) that I simply connot relax in this relationship. It's sad, but that's where we're at. Anyway, I just wanted to thank you for putting words to the vague idea I was having.
Hang in there,
ali


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May. 1, 2006 - Hi!

Posted by MelismaTo4


I stumbled onto your blog b/c I was intrigued by your username--I wondered if the CT was for Connecticut, which is where I grew up. I don't see any signs of Connecticut in your blog, though. :) However, we have all kinds of things in common, like latent scrapbooking, coffee, literature, writing and music (I'm a second alto and love to sing harmony!) and a desire to follow our Lord! So I just thought I'd say hello. So glad to read that you were ministered to in your time of doubt and I was encouraged by the reminder that b/c we are called, we are equipped. Thanks!


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