Hey guys!

Sorry, but I just don't have time for this thing.....

I do use email though, so if anyone wants I will email ya :).......

Well, I'm about to die of exhaustion lol

Talk later...

Have you ever had an experiance with something that turned to be horrible (even though you thought it was good initially) and it harmed your ability for future experiances with a similar situation?

It is very good that I don't have a bad situation and then classify all people of that kind into the same category. I trust all my close friends and I can't figure out if that's good or bad. When you trust people, you give them the power to hurt you more than any other person or thing in the world. Give them your heart and they have the power to break it whether you like it or not.

If you put your hope in God, he can be in the midst of any relational trouble that you may have. It took me foreeeeeever to learn that and unfortunately I had to learn the hard way. I tend to do things the hard way.......sometimes I drive myself crazy lol

If you totally trust the Lord and put your hope in him and not people, it makes untrusting situations to be able to be dealt with without too much heartbreak.

Anyways, I don't know if that made much sense and I could've typed a lot more, but I think it is long enough lol 

Hope y'all are good!

Love Always, Dory

I feel horrible

I can't breathe, I'm FREEZING, and I basically feel like I've been hit by a truck...

I want a hug......

They need hugging smilies....

TTY'allL

Love, Me

~*EDIT*~
FIRSTS

First best friend?: Hmmm...Lindsay or Manny I think....or maybe Mary Krystle...
First funeral?: Probably my Oma (my mom's mom; grandma in English lol)
First pets?: Uhhh....I think it must've been Sally...a goldfish...I think LOL
First big trip?: Big trip?....Does Wisconsin count?
First music you remember hearing in your house?: Sure give me questions from my childhood that I can't remember making me look old......SHEESH!...like I remember the first music...probably Hilsong with Darlene Zcheck...or something like that LOL

LASTS

Last car ride?: Depends...long ride? Saturday with Josh, Stephy and Tom....or today to Fine Arts
Last good cry?: Umm..I..don't remember....You shoulda asked when my last good laugh was! LOL 2mins ago lol
Last movie seen?: The Illusionist. GREAT!...besides that scene...GRRR!!
Last beverage drank?: Diet Pepsi
Last food consumed?: uhh...Original Sunchips
Last crush?: HA! What is the exact definition of "crush" anyway? Someone you think is cute?...
Last phone call?: Uhh...Michael's craft store
Last time showered?: Yesterday?
Last item bought?: Violin string

RELATIONSHIPS

01. Who is your very best friend?: Josh and Stephy
02. Do you have a boyfriend?: Not as far as I know....unless he just hasn't told me yet LOL Let me know when you find out, ok? lol

FASHION STUFF

01. Where is your favorite place to shop?: Anywhere that has cool clothes for good prices
02. Any tattoos or piercings?: Ears are pierced

SPECIFICS

01. Do you do drugs?: NO!
02. What kind of shampoo do you use?: Pantine, Full and Thick
03. What are you most scared of?: Hurting someone, losing a close friend and making someone mad
04. What are you listening to right now?: Nickelback
05. Where do you want to get married?: I'm not too picky, but I thought it'd be nice to get married outside in a gazebo....but obviously it's not up to me entirely, I'll have to talk with my man... I like the sound of that....Mah maaaaaan!
06. How many buddies are online right now?: 0 Can't use IM's at home
07. What would you change about yourself?: Oh boy....Lots, let's just leave it at that, ok?

FAVORITES

01. Color?: Blue...then Black
02. Food?: anything but seafood...YUCKY!...I'm not big on food anyway..
03. Subjects in school?: Music, Spanish, people What?!....People ARE subjects.....
04. Animals?: Dogs, horses
05. Sports?: HA! Ok here goes...Basketball, volleyball, football, baseball, paintball, bowling, pool, ping-pong....that's all I can think of...
06. Perfume?: White Diamonds o_0...(not Sparkling White Diamonds)
07. Cologne?: Bath & Body "Moonlight Path" and "Cotton Blossom", and Calgon "In the Rain", which I can no longer find
08. Alcohol?: Ew! Ockey poo!!!! I hate it everytime I try it...

HAVE YOU EVER

01. Taken a bath with someone?: Some questions are so perverted! I don't even need to answer it
02. Smoked?: Nope
03. Made yourself throw up?: No. I don't exactly consider throwing up an exciting activity
04. Skinny dipped?: *sighs* no
05: Been in love?: Yep...
06. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Umm...don't think so...
07. Pictured a crush naked?: EW! Sheesh!.....Why do they put these questions in here?!
08. Actually seen a crush naked?: See above answer
09. Cried when someone died?: Yes! Oh my goodness, how can you not?!
10. Lied?: Ya know what, everyone has lied at one time in their life....at least when they were little kids...
11. Fallen for your best friend?: Yes I have......it makes things.....difficult. You don't know where your boundaries are with them, ya know? Don't want to do things that you wouldn't do with just a friend for fear of making them uncomfortable, but at the same time....sheesh..so complicated..
13. Been rejected?: Rejected? Hmm..yes I spose so
14. Rejected someone?: Yes Felt really bad...I didn't know how to handle it cuz I was young and totally, completely blew him off...Erg...He got over perty good anyways
15. Used someone?: I don't think so....I hope not
16. Done something you regret?: If you are human, on this earth, and you don't regret anything you've done....there's a problem

CURRENT

Clothes?: Jeans, my pretty black cat shirt with the butterflies, flowers and hearts all over it, and my Six Flags hoodie
Music?: "...Who was I to make you wait.....You know, I love you. I loved you all along..." -Nickelback
Make-up?: Chapstick...make up makes your face feel all gunky and dirty....I know guys like make up....it's so hard to live up to their standards....but I really don't want to do something I don't want just because someone else will like it....some things are so depressing....I hope there are some guys that don't mind a girl NOT wearing make up...
Desktop picture?: Thomas Kinkade...my mom and dad love his pictures...I do too but I wish I could change the pic once in a while lol

LAST PERSON

Hugged?: Mah mom...I want a boyfriend that I can rely on for hugs once in a while I love my mom's hugs, but...I need more than just hers...hmmm..
You IMed?: Well, since I am not allowed to IM at home....it would've been....Michael

ARE YOU

Open minded?: Yes...some things I am pretty firm in, but overall I am very open to others thoughts and ideas
Interesting?: HAHAHA!!! Ok, I am going to become insightful for the moment. If I said I was NOT interesting, wouldn't that say that I think the things I like and such are NOT interesting which would mean that I am saying I like things that aren't interesting...which is contradictory...sheesh...I hope I am interesting to others though...I know I can be pretty randomly entertaining.....but am I interesting? I have an excellent idea! Here is a test to see if anyone REALLY read this thing LOL Am I interesting? Answer that question in a comment for me
Moody?: I am female...does that answer your question? Lol I would not describe myself as moody, but I am at times ESPECIALLY at certain times of the month
Hardworking?: I can be, definitely...sometimes I just don't feel like being though
Responsible?: I have been working very hard at being as responsible as I can be....I think I am pretty responsible though
Angry?: NOW?! No....
Sad?: Yeah, in a way....not a real sad kind, but more of a...wanting to be with someone sad...heh
Talkative?: Did you read my answers?....Do they look like the answers of someone who doesn't like to talk? LOL Yes, I tend to be a talker, but if someone doesn't talk at all I run out of things to say eventually....surprisingly enough lol I like to ask lots of questions, but if you know someone real well and talk all the time you also run out of questions to ask....Need to improve my ask-more-questions skills ...Now I'm gonna go watch Highschool Musical! Yes, again LOL....FINALLY

*"Photograph"*

Look at this photograph. Everytime I do it makes me laugh.

How did our eyes get so red? And what on earth is that on your head?

Oh oh oh. Oh I...

Every memory of looking out the back door

I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor.
It's hard to say it, time to say it: Goodbye, goodbye.

Every memory of walking out the front door

I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for.
It's hard to say it, time to say it: Goodbye, goodbye.

We used to listen to the radio and sing along with every song we know.
We said someday we'd find out how it feels

To sing to more than just the steering wheel.

Oh oh oh. Oh I...

Every memory of looking out the back door

I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor.
It's hard to say it, time to say it: Goodbye, goodbye.

Every memory of walking out the front door

I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for.
It's hard to say it, time to say it: Goodbye, goodbye.

I miss that town. I miss the faces. You can't erase, you can't replace it.
I miss it now. I can't believe it. So hard to stay, too hard to leave it.

If I could I re-live those days I know the one thing that would never change...

Every memory of looking out the back door

I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor.
It's hard to say it, time to say it: Goodbye, goodbye.

Every memory of walking out the front door

I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for.
It's hard to say it, time to say it: Goodbye, goodbye.

Look at this photograph. Everytime I do it makes me laugh.
Everytime I do it makes me...

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*"If Everyone Cared"*

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky, confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine, but here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive. Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried. If everyone loved and nobody lied.
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died.

And I'm singing; Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive. Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies. Our only light in paradise.
We'll show the world they were wrong, and teach them all to sing along.

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive. Singing Amen, I, I'm alive (I'm alive)

And as we lie beneath the stars, we realize how small we are.
If they could love like you and me, imagine what the world could be.

If everyone cared and nobody cried. If everyone loved and nobody lied.
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died. When nobody died...

We'd see the day, we'd see the day, when nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day, when nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died

For those of you who might like to criticize everything, you need to read between the lines. Obviously everyone dies sometime -unless the Lord chooses that they go otherwise- but I think they meant that no one would die because of other people, i.e. murderers, drunks and suicides because of heartbreak. So yeah, those are my thoughts.

*...MySpace Survey...*

Eye Color?: Bluuuuue
Hair Color?: Brown 
Height:: 5'5 1/2" 
Favorite Color?: Bluuuue
Screen Name?: PawTuckett86...but I don't use it right now...occasionally I'm on Chatango
Favorite Band?: Sorry, that's plural......my newest is Nickelback though
Favorite Movie?: Again plural, but the first that comes to mind is High School Musical
Favorite Show?: Currently I'd have to say Home Improvent with Tim Allen
Your Car?: CAR?! WHERE?!:-P My parents' Ford Taurus Wagon
Your Hometown?: Dream Land
Your Present Town?: You gave me a town for a present?! You're so sweet!
Your Crushes First Name?: Who?................name? ......Can you tell I'm avoiding the question?
Your Grade?: Perfect! Ok, if you aren't into baseball cards or have a sibling that isn't into em, you wouldn't understand
Your Style?: I like to think it is MY style:-P......it is changin jes e lil though
* . . Have You Ever . . *
No.....oh sorry, I'll wait for the question I thought it was funny
Sat on your rooftop?: YES! I love sitting on the roof! ESPECIALLY when the sun is setting....*hint hint*
Kissed someone in the rain?: Hmmm...nice thought, sounds great...heh No, but it sounds like fun

Danced in a public place?: Define "public"  I would say yes....but if you mean a store then, no.
Smiled for no reason?: Trust me, if I smile it is for a reason
Laughed so hard you cried?: ME?! Are you serious?! That probably happens to me more than anyone in the world
Peed your pants after age 8?: Even if I had, do you think I would tell you?! Nosey punk! lol I'm amussed
Written a song?: Yes sir....er...ma'am....er....whatever lol
Sang to someone for no reason?: Of course! LOVE to sing!
Performed on a stage?: Yuppers
Talked to someone you don't know?: Every single time I'm in public It's quite fun, y'all should try it sometime
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: Yup. That's sorta my thing.....I do that
Made out in a theatre?: Made out? Let's think about this for a sec.....you pay 7bucks PER person to go sit in a theatre and make out.....smart.....it'd be much cheaper if you waited till after the movie and then you wouldn't have to pay to go watch it again since you had missed most of it. No, I have not.
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: Yeehaw! Love roller skatin!
Been in love?: Yeah
* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you?: My daddy
Tell you, I love you?: Mmmm...probably my mommy
Kiss you?: Cheek? Mommy  Sorry, never been kissed otherwise....wait! WHY am I appologizing?!?!?!
Hug you?: My favorite brother lol
Tell you BYE?: Ummm....Sarah? (my violin teacher)
Write you a note?: Someone wrote me a note?! I wanna see it!lol  I donno......been a while
Take your photo?: uhhh.....Mrs. Posluszny?....
Call your cell phone?: Ummm....yep, mommy again lol
Buy you something?: ME! lol  mommy
Go with you to the movies?: Stephy, Ben and Josh Persons
Sing to you?: STEPHY!!!!
Write a poem about you?: You tell me lol  I want someone to write a poem about/for me! That would be so sweet if when I got a boyfriend he did that for me 
Text message you?: Michael.......besides my family, he is the ONLY one that txt's me
Touch you?: Don't think I don't know what you really mean here.....implication, aghem......my dearest brother lol
* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed?: "When".....umm...well it's me so....today lol
Time you cried?: Almost today actually. Figured out that I'm PMSin so it was......understandable....besides that...don't know
Movie you watched?: Uhhh....."Amadeus" at Tom's house.....it was about Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart :-)
Joke you told?: Well I attempt them often but.......well I usually end up bombing out, but I laugh at and entertain myself so it's not a total failure lol
Song you've sang?: "....Always right beside me. Thought I was alone with no one to hold.....this feeling's like no other, I want you to know..." What I've Been Looking For Song from High School Musical lol  Of course
Time you've looked at the clock?: 1?.....am
Drink you've had?: Water
Number you've dialed?: Mommy 
Book you've read?: In the middle of "Secrets"...don't remember by who......from Stephy :-)
Food you've eaten?: Cheese sandwich without cheese....see if you can figure that one out! lol
Flavor of gum chewed?: Spearmint?
Shoes you've worn?: Ummm....I don't know what they're called...casualish, high-heelish shoes
Store you've been in?: K-Mart?....NO!...Seehousen's to get food for dinner
Thing you've said?: Houuuuuuurs ago since everyone went to bed....."goodnight"?
* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands?: Not at the same time lol  But I had practiced writing with my left hand in case I ever lost my right one lol
Whistle?: Yes sir...ma'am....you person
Blow a bubble?: Boring question. Is that all you can think of?
Roll your tounge in a circle?: What? Excuse me, but could you rephrase that?....in English? lol
Cross your eyes?: Yep. I can even cross one and make it look like the other looks normal

Touch your tounge to your nose?: No:-( Acording to my family, my tongue is very long....they make fun of me for it lol
Dance?: Yeah! Will you dance with me?! I ain't got no one to dance with Future boyfriend.....will YOU dance with me?! lol
Gleek?: Ummm...excuse me, but did you forget the "big word" rule? Ok, so five letters isn't big, but I've never heard it before and I really don't feel like looking it up lol
Stay up a whole night without sleep?: I have.....took three "Monster Assults" to keep me goin the next day...unless it was just an excuse to drink it lol
Speak a different language?: Mmmhmm...Don't have no body to speak with so it's rusty, but I took two "years" at PSC :-)
Impersonate someone?: YA! Love to impersonate people. I can laugh like John Candy lol
Prank call people?: Can I? I could......I wouldn't. Don't like to bother people with my thrill whims
Make a card pyramid?: No. I'd get tired of sitting there after ten mins or so and knock it over....and then be mad that I knocked it over and wasted a precious ten mins of my life lol
Cook anything?: NO! Are you kidding? Do I LOOK like a chef to you?! I can cook SOME but not ANYTHING lol
* . . Finish The Line . . *
I DON'T WANT TO!.....oh sorry...haha
If i were a ...: person.......wait......I am! lol  Sorry, I'm amussed......with myself
I wish ...: I had a boyfriend. His will be done, but that doesn't take away the desire
So many people don't know that ...: Ummm...that......that..no......that I very often am able to know the emotional and/or spiritual state of a person. I am very sensitive to people's feelings/attitudes so many times, being able to know what state they are in, I am able to deal with the person and react or treat them appropriately. Many times I can even know what is going on in their subconcious......they don't even know and sometimes I will.
I am ...: exauhsted.....tired of this quiz since the dumb xanga deleted my first one....had to re-type EVERYTHING....so I am also very happy that it's finally done!
My heart is ...: wanting.....something that........that it apparently isn't supposed to have yet. God is the supplier of all....

Ok, I lied. I decided to get one so I can keep up easier with Josh's and Chris's......and so I have more reasons to type......although I have less time for it...FINALLY...I had WAY too much time on my hands before, but.......ok, weird first post......I needa go home so I will get a real post here soon enoughHA! I LOVE the smilies! Ok, one MAJOR reason to like homeschoolblogger   HAHAHA! I'm really amused... LOL