I feel horrible

I can't breathe, I'm FREEZING, and I basically feel like I've been hit by a truck...

I want a hug......
They need hugging smilies....
TTY'allL
Love , Me
~*EDIT*~ FIRSTS
First best friend?: Hmmm...Lindsay or Manny I think....or maybe Mary Krystle... First funeral?: Probably my Oma (my mom's mom; grandma in English lol) First pets?: Uhhh....I think it must've been Sally...a goldfish...I think LOL First big trip?: Big trip?....Does Wisconsin count?  First music you remember hearing in your house?: Sure give me questions from my childhood that I can't remember making me look old... ...SHEESH!...like I remember the first music...probably Hilsong with Darlene Zcheck...or something like that LOL
LASTS
Last car ride?: Depends...long ride? Saturday with Josh, Stephy and Tom....or today to Fine Arts Last good cry?: Umm..I..don't remember....You shoulda asked when my last good laugh was! LOL 2mins ago lol Last movie seen?: The Illusionist. GREAT!...besides that scene...GRRR!! Last beverage drank?: Diet Pepsi Last food consumed?: uhh...Original Sunchips Last crush?: HA! What is the exact definition of "crush" anyway? Someone you think is cute?... Last phone call?: Uhh...Michael's craft store Last time showered?: Yesterday? Last item bought?: Violin string 
RELATIONSHIPS
01. Who is your very best friend?: Josh and Stephy  02. Do you have a boyfriend?: Not as far as I know....unless he just hasn't told me yet LOL Let me know when you find out, ok? lol
FASHION STUFF
01. Where is your favorite place to shop?: Anywhere that has cool clothes for good prices 02. Any tattoos or piercings?: Ears are pierced
SPECIFICS
01. Do you do drugs?: NO! 02. What kind of shampoo do you use?: Pantine, Full and Thick 03. What are you most scared of?: Hurting someone, losing a close friend and making someone mad 04. What are you listening to right now?: Nickelback 05. Where do you want to get married?: I'm not too picky, but I thought it'd be nice to get married outside in a gazebo....but obviously it's not up to me entirely, I'll have to talk with my man... I like the sound of that ....Mah maaaaaan!   06. How many buddies are online right now?: 0 Can't use IM's at home 07. What would you change about yourself?: Oh boy....Lots, let's just leave it at that, ok?
FAVORITES
01. Color?: Blue...then Black 02. Food?: anything but seafood...YUCKY!...I'm not big on food anyway.. 03. Subjects in school?: Music, Spanish, people What?!....People ARE subjects..... 04. Animals?: Dogs, horses 05. Sports?: HA! Ok here goes...Basketball, volleyball, football, baseball, paintball, bowling, pool, ping-pong....that's all I can think of... 06. Perfume?: White Diamonds o_0...(not Sparkling White Diamonds) 07. Cologne?: Bath & Body "Moonlight Path" and "Cotton Blossom", and Calgon "In the Rain", which I can no longer find 08. Alcohol?: Ew! Ockey poo!!!! I hate it everytime I try it...
HAVE YOU EVER
01. Taken a bath with someone?: Some questions are so perverted! I don't even need to answer it 02. Smoked?: Nope 03. Made yourself throw up?: No. I don't exactly consider throwing up an exciting activity 04. Skinny dipped?: *sighs* no 05: Been in love?: Yep... 06. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Umm...don't think so... 07. Pictured a crush naked?: EW! Sheesh!.....Why do they put these questions in here?! 08. Actually seen a crush naked?: See above answer 09. Cried when someone died?: Yes! Oh my goodness, how can you not?! 10. Lied?: Ya know what, everyone has lied at one time in their life....at least when they were little kids... 11. Fallen for your best friend?: Yes I have......it makes things.....difficult. You don't know where your boundaries are with them, ya know? Don't want to do things that you wouldn't do with just a friend for fear of making them uncomfortable, but at the same time....sheesh..so complicated.. 13. Been rejected?: Rejected? Hmm..yes I spose so 14. Rejected someone?: Yes Felt really bad...I didn't know how to handle it cuz I was young and totally, completely blew him off...Erg...He got over perty good anyways 15. Used someone?: I don't think so....I hope not 16. Done something you regret?: If you are human, on this earth, and you don't regret anything you've done....there's a problem
CURRENT
Clothes?: Jeans, my pretty black cat shirt with the butterflies, flowers and hearts all over it, and my Six Flags hoodie Music?: "...Who was I to make you wait.....You know, I love you. I loved you all along..." -Nickelback Make-up?: Chapstick...make up makes your face feel all gunky and dirty....I know guys like make up....it's so hard to live up to their standards....but I really don't want to do something I don't want just because someone else will like it....some things are so depressing....I hope there are some guys that don't mind a girl NOT wearing make up... Desktop picture?: Thomas Kinkade...my mom and dad love his pictures...I do too but I wish I could change the pic once in a while lol
LAST PERSON
Hugged?: Mah mom...I want a boyfriend that I can rely on for hugs once in a while I love my mom's hugs, but...I need more than just hers...hmmm.. You IMed?: Well, since I am not allowed to IM at home....it would've been....Michael
ARE YOU
Open minded?: Yes...some things I am pretty firm in, but overall I am very open to others thoughts and ideas Interesting?: HAHAHA!!! Ok, I am going to become insightful for the moment. If I said I was NOT interesting, wouldn't that say that I think the things I like and such are NOT interesting which would mean that I am saying I like things that aren't interesting...which is contradictory...sheesh...I hope I am interesting to others though...I know I can be pretty randomly entertaining.....but am I interesting? I have an excellent idea! Here is a test to see if anyone REALLY read this thing LOL Am I interesting? Answer that question in a comment for me Moody?: I am female...does that answer your question? Lol I would not describe myself as moody, but I am at times ESPECIALLY at certain times of the month Hardworking?: I can be, definitely...sometimes I just don't feel like being though Responsible?: I have been working very hard at being as responsible as I can be....I think I am pretty responsible though Angry?: NOW?! No.... Sad?: Yeah, in a way....not a real sad kind, but more of a...wanting to be with someone sad...heh  Talkative?: Did you read my answers?....Do they look like the answers of someone who doesn't like to talk? LOL Yes, I tend to be a talker, but if someone doesn't talk at all I run out of things to say eventually....surprisingly enough lol I like to ask lots of questions, but if you know someone real well and talk all the time you also run out of questions to ask....Need to improve my ask-more-questions skills ...Now I'm gonna go watch Highschool Musical! Yes, again LOL ....FINALLY |
Sep. 27, 2006 - Untitled Comment
what a sad world we live in!
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