Creative Homeschool Exerience

Random Thoughts

Well I was going to start school day after tomorrow, after my youngest birthday. But got to thinking why start school on a Thursday toward the end of the week? So I have decided to just wait till Monday to start fresh. We started school a little early this year anyway because frankly the kids were getting board and restless. This helped them to get back in order again.

When my oldest turned five I had a hard time with it too and now here I am again with my youngest. Why is it so hard for me when they turn five? Is it because they are now starting to be their own little person? I don't know. I also had a hard time with their first birthdays LOL and with their first hair cuts and all their first really LOL. I guess I am just a sappy mom LOL. I am not wanting to have another one. I feel I am blessed in the children we do have. I don't feel incomplete or anything. Just a little sad because they grow up so fast. If by some chance I were to become pregnant (I had my tubes tied after my youngest) I would of course love the baby but I really am happy with just having the two boy's we have.

People are always asking me don't you want a girl? To be honest it doesn't really matter to me. I don't feel the longing to have a girl or another baby for that matter. Don't get me wrong I love babies and every time I go visit my brother or my BIL and SIL I go right for the babies and play with them LOL. But I really don't feel the urge to have another one. Does that make me odd? I actually love having boy's. I was a tom boy growing up so I think I relate to boy's better. I had mostly boy friends. I had girl friends of course but I had more guy friends. Not that if we had a girl she would be totally different then me. It's just that I feel blessed beyond belief with the two boys we have. I feel complete and happy with that. Like I said though if it were to happen and I did become pregnant then I would gladly accept it into our family and love them but it's really not something I am wishing for. Does anyone else feel that way? I just wonder if I am just that weird LOL.

It's me "homeschoolhighlites"-

9:53 PM, Jan. 3, 2007 .. Posted by workinprogress

I was hoping for another girl with my last 2 pregnancy's but now I wouldn't trade these little boys for the world! God know's best. :-)

I have started another blog and I posted tonight about reading through the Bible in one year. I'm excited about what the LORD has in store for me and I'm confident he'll be teaching us plenty as we read through His Word! Please keep me updated as to how it's going!

~Amy