This was the vanity license plate of my deceased father's Cadillac Escalade.  How telling and sad to advertise himself in this way, and take his own life due to being overextended financially. 

Dad was a pastor who led many to the Lord, yet his life ended in such an empty way.  It's too much to comprehend at this point, so I'm leaning on the Lord and trusting him for healing. 

I did find some old family photos in three boxes in his garage.  These three boxes contained his former life I guess.  His grandchildren, his children, his extended family, birthday cards, Father's day cards, etc. etc. 

Too sad....