Just found your site...can't remember how I navigated here now, but I appreciate your honest words and great big heart. Blessings to you in your struggles.
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and a woman seeking the Lord's Will (daily), a wife (striving to keep the romance alive), a "Smamma" (Step- mother) of one and a homeschooling mom of seven (I was never going to have children), who starts every day over (after messing SOME thing up the day before), knowing God's grace is overflowing (just like my laundry), and so thankful He's blessed me more than I'll ever deserve.
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Tuesday, October 2, 2007 - thank you
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