Every year the Lord gives me a "theme" and a verse that generally guides my life for the next 365 days. It started once I became the Women's Ministries Director at our church, and although I'm sure He's had them all along, I just recently took notice of them in 2006.
That year, 2006, was "The Year of Learning" . . . need I say any more about that!? SO much to learn about myself as a mom, wife, and especially as a leader of about 220 ladies ranging from 18 to 80 something. I had worked with children and youth before but there's nothing like working with women . . . nothing. So many views, opinions, experiences, joys, hurts, etc. I also learned that God brings special, stronger, people to our lives to help us learn what we need to learn and that they don't always get to stay in our lives. I will miss her and although she's only an arms reach away, my greatest teacher must always be the Lord!
Teach me your way, O LORD, and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name. (Psalm 86:11)
This past year, 2007, it was "The Year of Growth". Little did I know that growing meant allowing Jesus to take my daddy home with Him after 32 years of being in a coma . . . little did I know that growing meant falling and busting my front tooth and knowing that I'll have to undergo a 13 month process before I can smile freely again . . . little did I know that growing meant having lost a spiritual father figure in November of 2006, my literal father figure in January of 2007, and now a figurative father figure is battling stage 3 brain cancer as I write this right now. Have I grown? I'd like to think so . . . my prayer life has! How can it not? I like to think I did better this year as a wife who has grown to love my husband on a whole new level as these other men leave my life and I look to him alone . . . I like to think that I'm a better mommy now that my kids rank #1 over a clean house and an impossible "image" the world (and mostly we) place on ourselves . . . I like to think I've grown as a leader as I allow others to minister in the gifts God gives them and not think I have to do it myself . . . I like to think I've grown as I help others grown even while I feel I'm not grown up yet myself!
I delight greatly in the LORD; my soul rejoices in my God. For he has clothed me with garments of salvation and arrayed me in a robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom adorns his head like a priest, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels. For as the soil makes the sprout come up and a garden causes seeds to grow, so the Sovereign LORD will make righteousness and praise spring up before all nations. (Isaiah 61:10-11)
So as I sit here, toothless (ha-ha-ha), I must admit that looking back at 2007 . . . I have grown and the Lord has been faithful to His word . . .
Now on to 2008!!!
2008 "Divine Appointments" . . .
I am convinced now more than ever that nothing and no one happens by chance. God has set up a Divine Appointment whether for 2 seconds or 2 centuries and it is up to us to allow Him to use us to receive the blessing or to be one! Kind of makes you watch more carefully for what and who comes into your life knowing that there's another opportunity to let the Doctor make a miracle! |