is unhealthy and unwise. (Really. You're talking to someone who has had experience.)

Last night we went to the C's house. It was great, as always. The only thing was, I had to sing with them when we sang Christmas songs, and my voice isn't loud. Yeah, well, one wouldn't think so from looking at all my chatting, especially on my forum. But it isn't. I just can't sing loud! I can sing, alright, but I cannot sing loud. No one seems to understand that, because they all have loud voices, or, at least, they can sing loud enough. Thank God I have two sheets of music with the songs we have to sing, and I can play the piano next time instead. Hopefully.....

Man. I wish I could just lay down without having to think of school, or my piano recital, or piano NYSSMA, or my piano GUILD, or singing, or being sick, or even turning 13 in only a few days! I'll be a teenager! 0.0 *Sigh* I just need to pray hard. I wish I could go to Mass every day - every morning!! That would be the best thing ever.

Hey - that's it! Mom was asking me what I want for my birthday, and I answered nothing, but now I know. But I want to go to 8:00 AM Mass, and then I want M to make her best 3 layer vanilla icing cake with chocolate shavings (thick!) =) And I just want to, um, hm....I'll have to think about the rest. I wish I could see Marie and her family, but they live in NJ. I wish we could go into our old house again but I guess that isn’t possible, eh…?

Well I am going to make this post short and boring. I have to get off to school.

I am praying for you all,

God Bless,

Pax Christi tibi,

In Christ, through Mary,

-T-