I haven't been here in awhile and well now its just me rambling. I'm at the point of feeling like i'm drowning and getting NOTHING done. And just have the overall feeling of failing my son in what my job is to be. I'm pretty sure we'll be doing stuff throughout the summer. Its just all so tough because I know dang well he's behind where his peers wouild be. THen again since I'm still trying to get a handle on the stuff that he didn't get learned in the public school system. I just have many days of feeling like a failure, along with all the personal stuff I've been dealing with. Its really just getting tough. Especially when you should be rounding out your year or that's what you've done in the past around this time of the year.

Sigh all I can do is pray he won't be harmed too much if he ever has to attend public school again!