It has been almost 3 months since my tubal reversal surgery.  Last month several days before my expected period I got faint lines on a hpt.  I was so excited! Everyday for a week they were positive! After using all the internet strips I had to test with I even bought one of those expensive digital ones! We were so thankful and told our family, the children etc.

Well, Monday morning I woke up spotting. Not being able to see my nurse practictioner, I went into the Emergency Room. The whole way there I prayed asking God to keep this baby safe. To let it live to be with us. But above all to let his will be done.

I sat in that Er for 5 hours before being seen. The doctor ran test that confirmed that I was no longer pregnant. It was strange because the day before I was nauseaus, by breast wore sore, I was feeling very pregnany. But, Monday morning, I didnt feel any of those things.

I was heartbroken.  I wept and wept. Then I was thankful. Thankful that indeed my surgery was a success. I know that God allowed that to work, and that one day I will carry a new sweet blessing to term. I am so looking forward to that. And to heaven. For me, it just got a little bit sweeter.

Misty