Sep. 22, 2008
What happened to good days?
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It used to be that I would have 1 bad day a week, pretty much to the point I could set a clock to it. These days I'm lucky if I get 1 good day a week. I am feeling so down all the time, the kids are not doing their lessons or their chores, their attitudes stink and I think it's contagious. Some people are saying that with me just recovering from being sick, quitting smoking and the new diet are too much at once. What am I supposed to do? I try to be happy and smiling when my dh gets home, but instead I am ready to cry, need chocolate (Belgian Milk Chocolate would be great) and would sell my right arm for a cigarette. I want my good days back. I want to drown myself in chocolate (ok, so I won't do that part...but a girl can dream) and have a good day with the kids where lessons get done, attitudes are all positive (including my own) and my house is clean for more than 5 minutes. It didn't happen today....I guess I'll try again tomorrow. And hopefully before long I will get over wanting cigarettes too. Like I was taught in a great program I started almost 5 yrs ago...God willing, one day at a time.... |
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