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A cry for help

Where am I? What's happening? And where did you go after you said you'd never leave me? I'm crying out to you now. Please hear my call and save me from my sin before I fall deeper into this vast pit of doom that I have seemed to get myself into. Please hear my cry. I'm begging now. And save me from the madness before it keeps me down.

Posted: 1:38 AM, Oct. 6, 2009
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your name

When I hear your name theres this sudden peace that washes over me. A feeling I can't explain. When I hear your name.. Speak to me I want to draw near to you. I need to be close to you. Speak to Me. Speak to me I want to hear your voice coming In thru all the noise...Lord speak to me...

Posted: 1:31 AM, Oct. 6, 2009
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Overcoming thoughts

What's going on? I don't understand...There seems to be a bigger force here at hand...I'm no longer I'm control. These evil thoughts of which I bear... These evil thoughts of hatred, and dispare.. Must leave me at once. I can't take this pressure anymore..I have two hearts and minds...I have to be torn. Just rip my soul out, do it now! Then feed it to the beasts of the earth..and to the worms of the ground. Give me a new heart and a new mind. Please have mercy on me for the things I have done. For the evil is now gone and you have overcome. May all the world shout your praise. For your redeeming blood and saving Grace. Surely I will dwell in the house of the Lord for all of days-Amen. 7𢌬9

Posted: 1:20 AM, Oct. 6, 2009
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Broken Chains (my poetry..yes i wrote it)

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Depression hurts, and its all around.

You try and stand up, but Satan shoves you back down.
Throws you against the wall and laughs in your face.
Then tells you.."Noone cares"...and.."your a disgrace".

He turns around laughing, and heads for the door while saying...
"Your just the scum of the earth....nothing more."

He closes the door, and locks the chains..
the chains that are binding you, and holding you through all the pain.

The door is locked, and your all alone in this small room,
your scared, and cold.

Your hearing these words, repeated in your head....
"Your worthless, you might as well be dead."

You sit in the corner and hide your face,
Then start praying to God, for forgivness, and grace.

"Lord please forgive me, I know i have sinned.
I want to be free from the burdens within.
I'm tired of living a life of lying, and shame....
And smiling everyday, to try and hide my pain.
God please help me, im desperate now."

Then you break into tears, and fall to the ground.
Few minutes later, you hear a noise...
The chains have been broken,
and something opens the door.

Theres a man walking towards me now,
He looks kinda...friendly.

He says his name is Jesus.
He heard my prayer, and he's come to save me.

He picks me up gently and holds me in his arms.
And tells me it will all be ok.
Now im safe from harm.

He tells me how much he loves me,
and how much he cares.
And he loves it, when i say my prayers.

He wants me tell you
not to be scared.
Your never alone, He's always there.

He can help you through your problems,
and any situation..

He can even take away,
Your deep depression.


Posted: 5:47 PM, Oct. 3, 2009
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first time in a long time.

wow havent been on here in a while =]
Incase you didnt know. my name is Jessica =]
I am 14, my Dad is a preacher/Evangelist.
I am the oldest of five kids in the family.
God has been doing ALOT in my life recently.
I got filled with the holy spirit in camp on June 17 2009!
it was amazing and God isnt done yet.
myy family recently moved about three hours from where we were originally.
its been pretty hard leaving the one friend ive had for about 9 years. but we still talk so its all good =]
the church i go to now is a four square church, penticostal =]
the youth group is really cool. were working on a skit for Set me free-Casting Crowns,
we'll be doing it next sunday =D so prayers are apreciated ^^
well ill be getting online alot more now so lets talk =]
im pretty easy to get along with. lol
lets see...oh ive been sick for about a week =I sore throats are NEVER fun, and all the joys that come along with it =] ive been listening to a song called Shekina by the band Blindside.. Shekina is a Jewish or Christian word for The Outer Presence of God.. The song speaks to me so much. You can really tell the holy spirit was there.
Anyways i know i havent been on in a while..lol but you can find me at www.faithfreaks.com.

faithfreaks.com is kinda ilke a christian myspace its free and its very cool! the people there are VERY welcoming! real christians..there is a place to post bullitens..and a place to post prayer requests.....and i love that. everyone is so nice and all my prayers have been answered from that. so i engcourage ya'll to check out faithfreaks.com =]

God Bless =]
One Love <3


Posted: 9:32 PM, Sep. 29, 2009
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