I had a dream the other night that has left me a little puzzled. I'm not the type that normally reads alot into my dreams. To be honest, I hardly ever remember them. It seems that when one finally does reach my consciousness, which isn't very often, there is usually something very unique about it.
Someone told me once that every character in our dreams is actually a different side of ourselves. I don't know if I believe it, but, it's an interesting theory.
Several years back I awoke in the middle of the night practically in tears. Do you ever have a dream that just seems so real that it just scares you to death?? I had dreamed that I was on one side of a huge, deep canyon. I really couldn't see the bottom of the canyon through the burning flames and lava (lovely, huh?). On the other side of the canyon were all of these people, holding out their hands, crying, and begging to come back to this side. I had a terrible feeling that I knew someone there and as I searched the faces, I was horrified to see the face of my youngest son. He wanted to be with us so bad and there was nothing I could do to help him. It was the worst feeling I think I've ever had. I thought for days on whether there was some deep meaning behind it. Would someone I love deny God's path? Would I wander away? Maybe it was a warning that a life "on the other side" was full of regrets. I don't know.
Fast forward to yesterday morning......this one wasn't so scary. =] I remembered my dream! =D I recall someone close to me (I'd rather not mention names) being very disappointed with me. They told me that I had been wasting my life. I tried to go down the list of all the things I was doing that made a difference, but they just wouldn't listen. I turned away and went for a walk down a country road. It was a beautiful, fall day. There were colorful meadows of maple trees on both sides of the road and the sun was shining down through the leaves. All of the sudden, I looked up in the distance and saw a car coming towards me. I'd never seen a car like it. It had the style of an old Model T, but it was lower to the ground, and had a long, streamlined nose. It was dark metallic bronze in color with black and chrome trim. It was beautiful.
As it approached, I stood there watching. The car drove right up to me, stopped at my feet, and then went in reverse as it pulled back onto the shoulder at a ninety degree angle. And then I could see the driver. I couldn't believe who it was!
My gramma had her arm hanging out the window and waved to me. (She looked very cool! LOL) She just smiled and said, "Oh Debbie Do, isn't it beautiful? And she's a dream to drive!! It's so beautiful here."
And then she smiled and winked at me, put it in drive, and drove back to where she came from.
LOL I have to admit, it sounds a little corny. BUT, you need to know that my gramma went to be with the Lord almost seventeen years ago. We were very close. She was my mentor, encourager, and I'm sure the warrior who prayed my way into the kingdom. Ironically, I still have a card that she gave me with a poem called "Always have a Dream".
Gosh, I don't know what to think. At the very least, I see it as an affirmation that heaven is a glorious place and I can be encouraged to keep on the road that I'm on. Perhaps, even though I didn't like hearing it, there are things in my life that I do need to let go of....things that are a waste of time. I'm sure that's true.
Honestly, I loved seeing her face.....even if it was a dream and didn't mean a thing....I loved seeing her enjoying a ride in a sporty car down a country road with her hair blowing in the wind! LOL
I'm just wondering, what do you think about dreams? Any relevance today? I know God presented His will and intentions many times through dreams in the Old Testament. Any thoughts or stories to share?
I have often wondered about dreams being relevant today. There are some dreams that stick out so vividly in my mind. One was several years ago when we were going through turmoil at church. I dreamed that our church was filled to capacity and everyone was happy, and we were singing "You are Holy." You might know that song. My friend Marc wrote it but Michael W. Smith has made it famous. Anyway--in real life--many months after this dream, we sang "We Are Holy" for the first time in church, and because it was a special Thanksgiving service, the pews were packed.
Another time I dreamed (still in the midst of church trauma) that DH and I and our minister and his wife--dear friends of ours--visited another church together. DH and I said something like, "This is really not for us," but our minister and his wife liked it. Fast forward many months, maybe even a year, and our minister was forced to resign. And guess what? They ended up attending the church in my dream. And we stayed at our old church (that's another long story).
And finally, a couple of years ago I dreamed that I got pregnant (or had a baby??) when I was 41. So that one hasn't happened, much to my husband's pure happiness. I've got one month left... ;-)
Hmmm...I've never noticed anything too significant about my dreams--the ones I remember are usually pretty awful, anyway. One of my friends has some odd "dreaming habits," though: when her mother was seven weeks pregnant and still hadn't told the rest of the kids, my friend dreamed the exact scenario--to the day! It's happened more than once...maybe dreams are a gift God gives some people, almost (but not quite!) like Joseph. Interesting thought...
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Another time I dreamed (still in the midst of church trauma) that DH and I and our minister and his wife--dear friends of ours--visited another church together. DH and I said something like, "This is really not for us," but our minister and his wife liked it. Fast forward many months, maybe even a year, and our minister was forced to resign. And guess what? They ended up attending the church in my dream. And we stayed at our old church (that's another long story).
And finally, a couple of years ago I dreamed that I got pregnant (or had a baby??) when I was 41. So that one hasn't happened, much to my husband's pure happiness. I've got one month left... ;-)