Been a long time since I have posted anything here! I get discouraged easily, unfortunately. Often I have worried that I'm not doing enough or I am being overcontrolling or not structured enough or hey where's the balance; where's the middle. One thing I know currently is I am uncomfortable where things are at right now. Things are not acceptable to me and so something must change. But how and what. And ya, how?

For starters what do you do if you have a bunch of children who are uninspired to do anything other than wake up, eat, and play, oh ya and sit around complaining they are bored. Lets just say they have done this for several months on end. So what do you? I'm curious. But honestly I suppose that there are not many other moms who have had this happen. Well maybe for a few days and then they all move on. But for months, seriously. If you do exist out there and you know what I am getting at, I need a mentor! I took them out on an extended field trip to spark their imagination and not a thing got sparked. We are back to square one or should I say we haven't left it. This is so frustrating.