In my previous post I asked everyone to pray for my oldest son and I still covet your prayers.  We don't have any answers yet.  His doctor is still looking into what our next move will be. He is being very brave!

  Then yesterday, I had a crown extention done to a tooth that broke and now will need a crown and build up done to the tooth also.  Oh my are we being over run with Doctor bills!   If I had know how much it cost to have a crown and build up done plus the crown extention, I would have just had the tooth pulled!!!  Even with dental insurance it is still going to cost us alot out of pocket!!

  Does anyone else feel guilty for spending so much of the family money on themselves?  I have a really hard time with this.  I feel that my children should come first, before my needs. 

  I worry about money and I know that all is my testing of faith. I had been reading about faith and  I asked God "how are you testing my faith?".  I guess I should have known better than to ask that!  He is showing me where I need more faith. 

  It just seems there are times when everything just pours on you!  Doctor bills, dental bills, next years homeschool books and on and on!!!

  I am sorry to complain!  I am letting it out here and probably should not be.  There is so much to be thankful for. 

  Dear Lord,

    Please help me to trust you through this testing of my faith.  Help me to look to you and not myself or my husband.  Lord I have to give you all these troubles.  You are the only one with answers and you are the peace-giver.  I ask you for peace through this storm and help me to keep my eyes upon you.  Lord Jesus, I ask all this in your name.  I love you Lord.

       Amy

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