My dearest hubby has been asked to consider being the youth pastor at our church.  We are excited to serve in this capacity again (he was a youth pastor previously in Va).  It is a paid position.  He already works a great secular job that provides for us.  But I have a delima facing me.  I now teach aerobics, to help with finances.  I don't make alot of money but it helps some.  With hubby getting this positon I will have no need to work.  I can stay at home and homeschool my boys, which I felt God laying on my heart months ago. 

  *But* I am having a hard time thinking of giving up teaching.  It disrupts our days some (I teach in the AM on one day and they go with me & we do school in the afternoon) and I teach 1 or 2 nights for an hour or so.  We make it work, because we need it to for now.  What should I do?  I have prayed. Been silent.  Read my bible. 

  My biggest concern is that I do what God wants me to.  Does He want me to give it up? Back in March, I felt God leading me towards a speaking ministry, but after I attended She Speaks I felt I couldn't handle homeschooling, teaching aerobics and persuing a speaking ministry.  

  Am I being stubborn?  Am I being selfish.  I try to rationalise my feelings in all sorts of ways.

  I just need some godly counsel!  If you have any I would really appreciate it!!!! 

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Posted by Joni

I got tagged by Marybeth, then I tagged you. So pop on over to my blog, cut and paste the questions. Then answer them yourself. Hope all's well with you!

Warmly,
Joni

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