My Little Corner - We go through it too...

Wednesday, January 24, 2007 -
We go through it too...

I haven't blogged much lately. I've never been much of one to be at a loss for words (the exact opposite), but sometimes life gets in the way.

School has been a struggle for me. Ever just feel like you just don't want to be bothered? If it weren't for courses that practically teach themselves, we'd be in real trouble. I'm barely getting things marked. Some things I just don't. Housework is sliding. Sounds like depression? Not exactly-- I've been there before-- and I don't feel the same.

Let's see.... friends are moving back home from out west. We miss them, we're looking forward to seeing them again.... but I know it just won't be the same. I have a friend from the CHB (see sidebar) who has been struggling with a brain tumour for over a year now. Just got word she is more than ready to go home.... she and her husband have great faith, they are born-again believers, but it's still hard. I'm pregnant with our 6th child, and have had a few scares, especially after losing one last April. And today, got a call from the doctor that there was something they want to investigate further regarding the baby's heartrate during my ultrasound in December. *sigh*..... and then the usual spiritual battles and discouragment regarding ministry opportunities.

So, there it is. A heavy heart, and lots of things falling by the wayside.

I so want to be an encouragment to other homeschoolers. This ain't it. But you know, I know homeschooling is still the right choice. I'm not perfect, nor do I pretend to be. Been doing this for 10 years now, and I have good days (or months), and I have bad ones. But I keep on slugging away at it, and maybe, just maybe, someone who thinks they can't do it because of whatever, or a newbie who wants to quit because they don't match the ideal portayed in the Sonlight calalogue (or any catalogue/ magazine-- I'm not picking on Sonlight), will realize that real homeschooling families go through crap too. And we get through it.

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Comments

Saturday, January 27, 2007 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Eve

I had no idea you were going through such a rough time-especially with the baby and all. I'm praying for ya girl! Call me anytime or just come visit. Sometimes, just being around friends helps.
This sounds so pathetic, but I genuinely care:)

Eve

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007 - Untitled Comment

Posted by RobinKelly

Yeah, if you've been homeschooling 10 years you know that you'll get through this low spell. You also know that your kids won't suffer intellectually during this slow time. Sounds like it's time for you to stop and do something for you. Take a day away. Or have someone take the kids away and give you a day at the house alone. Everyone needs some down time. This is yours. Try to embrace it and find some joy or meaning in it. It will pass.

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Saturday, February 3, 2007 - Untitled Comment

Posted by KarenW

Actually, knowing that others have some rough times is encouraging. We have so much going on ministry wise right now that precious little homeschool is getting done. Seems like there have been disruptions since I started kindergarten with my oldest 10 years ago. We are looking at a full summer schedule of homeschool right now and I am only hoping that things are settled down by then.
Praying all is well. God bless.

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007 - Untitled Comment

Posted by sagerats

I'm so sorry you aren't feeling up to speed. We all have those times though! Keep your eyes on Christ. It is the only way to come out to the other end sane.

Abiding in the Vine!

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Thursday, March 22, 2007 - i found ya!

Posted by Anonymous

Hi Jen, it's Mary here! Good to read up on ur life, considering u don't email me personally, lol! This is a great site! God Bless!!

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