Not in a very chatty mood. Looks like we are losing this baby as well. The good thing is Glen is off tomorrow so I hope the worst of it is over before he goes back to work. I'm only just before 10 weeks so I don't want another d&c. I've been through it on my own before. It's painful but we have pain killers and I know what a heamorrage looks like so I think I'll just stay home for this one. I will ring the dr on Tuesday.

I just feel emotionally drained. I was so confident that this one was okay. I'm not sure what the Lord is trying to teach me. I am going to be doing a lot of praying that is for sure.

I'm so sad. I will have to tell the boys tomorrow. They are going to be devastated. I hope I don't cry too much.

Happy New Year.