For some reason the Woodshed message board is not going tonight so I have no excuse but to come and make an entry!

My Aunty has gone back to her home but not without some drama. She missed her flight! Instead of checking her ticket she trusted what her girls said and it was about to fly out when she realised, so she got an extra night in our wonderful state!

I have no idea how to view my comments without going to my actual blog page so I didn't realise that so many people had wished the baby and I well and were praying for me. Thankyou all so much. So far everything seems to be going okay. I have to have another ultrasound on the 6th of february to make sure this baby is still alive and hasn't passed away at 12 weeks like the last one. I will breathe easier after that. I wish I could go earlier but they are fully booked. A friend said it must be a girl because it is so impatient to come! I have to admit that I am emotionally keeping a distance from this baby, in case it isn't okay. That probably wont make any difference on the long run though. God will get me through, just like He did last time.

I have really let the house go lately. My poor dh is not happy about it. Tea has been late and not nice. The only excuse I have is absolute exhaustion. Either from the baby or the heat or a combination of both. I am so entirely frustrated with myself. There is no school work getting done. I was determined to keep going through the summer holidays but it seems to be one thing after another. Katie B said on her blog the other day that people seem to whinge on their blogs! I am putting my hand up!!!I need to really get in some prayer and get close to the Lord again. I haven't read my Bible for about two weeks and I know that it shouldn't be a religous thing but I think that even reading a psalm it just puts your mind back in focus and my focus has been on poor me and not where it should be. Upward focussed and serving my family. Tomorrow I will do reading with the boys and have a decent meal for Tea. I will get the boys helping me catch up an everything else. They have bacome best friends with the computer there Dad bought so that will be going on restriction and they will live in the real world! I need to live in that world too!!

I got too speak to my lovely Nanna today. She is the kindest person in the world I think. Nanna can't find anything bad in anyone. There is always a positive she can find. I love her to bits and I really wish she didn't live 3500kms away! Everytime she comes for a visit I am like this when she leaves! She said she is really praying hard for me as she lost a lot of babies and knows how  awful it is. I do hope for her sake I have a girl. Nanna really wants me to have one! Glen loves her to like mad too. My boys call her Sydney Nanna (that is where she lives)!

I suppose I should wrap this up now and think about getting ready for bed. I hoping my 5 and 3 yr olds can stay dry ALL day tomorrow. When it gets hot they seem hopelessly attracted to tipping water all over themselves!!

Jen:)