So now although Chandler and his parents and I are on decent terms, Billy and I still won't speak... mainly because I dislike having to speak to him first, so I don't. 
Thankfully, neither of us see each other much, so we're not constantly on each other's nerves. But due to the stress of all of this, I haven't got much sleep, which puts me in a REALLY bad position...
And we're trying out a new church tonight. I don't know... I don't want to go to a new church tonight. I miss Westside a LOT, and having to go to a new church on saturday nights seems... sacrilege, sorta. I would REALLY prefer to keep going to the fancy church than have to miss Westside more than I usually do.....
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Aug. 31, 2007 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Katartismosacademy
Yeah, I know just what you mean. Something about going to Saturday night church where there are full-gospel spirit-led believers kind of makes the move more...final?
I'm homesick too, but not for any home here. There is a word in the German language (I can't find that book!!) that means "world weary, but looking upward toward a glorious future." I think that summarizes my homesickness pretty well.