Jun. 6, 2008 - Oh God I Hate The Me That I've Become
MOST POWERFUL EMAIL I EVER GOT
i had on new clothes,
new sneakers on my feet.
i was there for class on time,
went to the back and took my seat.
Yeah, im moving up,
im already grown.
soon i'll be graduating,
and out on my own.
i talked to some of my friends,
we were all having fun.
said some things i shouldn't have said. did stuff i shouldn't have done.
i knew i was different....
i felt God touch my heart,
i knew i should set a standard,
but then i'd be set apart.
walking to the bus, i was not looking for strength.
i heard the car tires screeching,
but now its to late.
i'm standing in this room,
and i can see the heavenly gate....
oh no! i never prayed.
I thought i had time to get it straight!
an angel walked to me,
he had a book in his hand.
i knew it was the book of life, when would this dream end?
i told him my name,
and he began to look.
then he looked at me sadly and said,
your name is not in this book.
angel, this is a dream,
no, i cant be dead!
he closed the book and turned away,
he whispered - you cannot
proceed ahead
no.....no this can't be real,
angel, you can't turn me away.
let me talk to God,
maybe he'll let me stay.
he led me to the gate,
Jesus came to me.
he did not let me in but said,
Beloved what is your need?
Jesus, i cried, please,
don't cast me away from you.
tears ran down his face and he said,
you knew what you needed to do.
Lord, please im young,
i never thought i would die...
i thought i'd have plenty of time,
death caught me by suprise.
Lord, i went to church,
Please Jesus, i believe.
he said you would not accept me,
my love you would not recieve.
Lord, there were too many hypocrites. they weren't being true.
he took a step back and asked,
what does that have to do with you?!
Lord, my family claimed to be saved, they werent real you know.
he said, I died for you,
now i have to go.
i fell on my knees crying to him,
lord, i planned to be real tomorrow.
i couldn't make Him understand,
i had never felt such sorrow.
then it hit me hard, i said,
lord, where will i go?!
he looked into my eyes and said, my child you already know.
please Jesus, i begged.
the place is so hot.
it seemed to trouble and grieve him, he whispered, DEPART FROM ME I KNOW YOU NOT.
lord, you're suppose to be love,
how can you send me to Hell?
he replied, with you mouth you said you loved me, but each day you rejected my salvation.
with that in an instant, day turned to night.
i never knew such torture could be, now too late, i know the bible is right.
if i can tell you anything, hell has no age.
it is a place of torture.
separated from god and full of rage.
you know, i thought it was funny, a joke, but this one thing is true.
if you never accept jesus christ, HELL IS WAITING FOR YOU!
so please, ask him into your heart.
please show this to everyone you know and care about!
<3 me.......
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Jun. 6, 2008 - Hey!
Posted by Rachsters
That is a very touching.
It really makes you think.
Well hi.
I'm Rachsters and I saw you blog and was wondering...would you like to be blog friends?
Well I guess I'll ttyl! =D
~Rachsters
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Jun. 6, 2008 - Untitled Comment
Posted by crazy4jesus
wow... yeah.. moving. It gets ppl that aren't saved thinking. Can i steal that from you and put it on my blog?
-Kayla
oh yeah.. not much is going on with me. It's like 95 degrees here and i have prom tomorrow. that's about it!
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Jun. 6, 2008 - Untitled Comment
Posted by AnAmericanGirl
That was really cool, I'm gonna post it on my blog. I'll talk to you later.
God bless
Love,
Hannah
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Jun. 7, 2008 - Untitled Comment
Posted by luvdogs07
Wow, that is powerful. 0.0
I don't really have many plans for the summer. Voice lessons are a possibility that I'm excited about but besides that... not much. Swimming, reading, the usual stuff. =) How about you?
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Jun. 18, 2008 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Mr. talkative
whoa!! that one it me hard!! that is the way i kinda am!! i am the pasters son i never have done anything that bad but... know that i saw that... u just made my day!! thanx!!!!
Ryan
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