Wow it feels like forever since I have posted I have had sooo much other stuff to do that this is somewhat my last prioraty rather then Homework or seeing friends or baby sitting or going swimming,. I'm not on the comp much since I do sooo much homework that I dont like to go on for anything else besides that. I get tired fast when I'm on the comp so thats why I havent been on much more then I have. Except to anwser emails. Thats the only way I keep in touch with anyone through emails on here or emails on yahoo or through another place which is one way that I stay myself. Without anyone to talk to or to be with I would prob lose it. I am still going to PE so I get out a lot more then I did. I have it tomorrow too.
Well anyway ya thatd whats happening but there is a lot that has happend since I last wrote. Like the fact that Me and Mariah are ok now besides the fact that she wont talk to me much. But we have a big lock-in at the church on Saturday night which will be really fun. We're having a big party for all the graduating seniors at the church so we are just having all the teens spend the night so we can just get up and get ready for church there. It will be fun here is some of the stuff that we're doing. Oh and I got a new swim suit. It is sooo cute its all black and has a little pink, blue, yellow and orange sparkle butterfly on it. Ok so on with the acivities.
When it starts which will be at 7 we will play Ultimate Frisbee (or something else that will be fun like football) Then at 8 to 9 we will eat pizza and make bannana splits or hot fudge sundaes. Then from 9 to 1 we will play games then 1 to 7 is a movie or is you want to go to bed you can. But you wanna know the best part Sarah might go. Which will be sooooooo cool!! I love having her with me at differnt church things.
So anyway today we went to our friends house but I couldnt stay long......hm I was going to write about something Sarah told me but I have just forgotten what it was. Oh it was that Andy was growing his hair out and that he got a license to ride a motercycle!!! I couldnt beleive it but he had it at his moms house the other day! I was talking to Sarah about him the other day and I started to feel bad for him cause he said one of the girls he was with really messed him up. He hasnt been the same since. I dont know what happend but she wasnt right for him so I wish I could do something to help. So if you have any advice plz tell me about it.
Ok last thing. There is this guy that I like BUT he is like 4 1/2 years older then me. He does go to our church and he is a really nice guy he is sweet and nice and he is really respectful of woman and he opens doors for people and he has the sweetest voice I have ever heard. The only thing is that he is older and he smokes. I'm not too sure about what I should do cause we're friends and I'm not sure if he knows or not. Cause latly He has been acting weird around me. Mariah has too but she has for a while now I thinks shes mad at me but I'll have to fix that later. Anyway I dont know what to do about Jay me friend says he knows but I dont know he I should believe her. His name is Jay by the way, He is sooo sweet and everyone that knows says we would make such a cute couple and that he is really nice and that we should get together but the thing is my mom knows, my friends, Mary, Mariah, other Mary, Felisha, Meagan and Jenny know that I like him....oh and Marys dad knows too. Only he said go for it he says tell him you like him more then a friend he encouages the relationship so I dont know what to do. Plz help.
I would post a pic but he never takes good pics. Its funny he always looks weird, but I love that about him. Anway I should go this is already wayyyyyy longer then I thought it would be and now my fingers hurt so byebyes.
Kasey
Comments
May. 7, 2007 - Untitled Comment
Posted by learnmylingo
Wow, so, this is just my opinion, maybe. But with Jay... yeah, I would kinda tend to think you should wait till you're older. Four and a half years is alot. But, then, yeah, you know about my bad experience. Maybe that's just my opinion...
-Erin
May. 8, 2007 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Chris
hey yeah i'm glad u posted again! yeah i don't think 41/2 years is a big thing. especially if ur mom knows bout it
rn
May. 8, 2007 - :)
Posted by icefire
that's okay, I haven't really been on in a while. yeah, I saw that dress and was like, that's the one I'm using! lol! thanks, I don't like any of my pics, so,
ttyl
#*#*Leanna*#*#
May. 10, 2007 - A long comment, I know!
Posted by SeaChel
Ok, I know that you don't know me very well yet, and I don't really know you either, but here's my OPINION on your problem.
I think that when you're a teenager 4 1/2 years is a big difference, so I don't think that you should become "Boyfriend and Girlfriend". What I DO think that you should do is be friends with him and get to know him better until you are old enough to be the girlfriend of a guy who's 4 1/2 years older than you.
Another thing is this, watch the way that you think about this guy. Make sure that you don't think of him as "the guy I'll marry someday", because in doing that you give your heart away to him, when he might not be the guy and God has for you. Also, make sure that you don't let him become more important to you than God, if ANY guy EVER becomes more important to you than God, then you should drop the relationship until you get your priorities fixed.
So yeah, that's what I think, but I also advise you to (if you haven't yet) talk to your parents or another ADULT that you trust and know follows God in the way that you want to.
So yeah, that's all I have to say except I hope that you figure out what God wants you to do in this situation.
~SeaChel