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Well we are finally moving. Its kind of hard leaving the family ranch. But it is deffently needed! I think one thing that makes it hard is we are renting. So I can't paint the walls and make it "our" new home. But I am VERY excited to move as well. Its funny how you can have such mixed emotions on one issue! Precious is excited. But I don't think she reliazes yet that there will be no more feeding cows with Grandpa is the mornings. I guess its the life style that I am going to dearly miss!!!!!!!!!!! We are just ranchers and yet we have to move off the ranch. I hope that one day we can move back and build a house here. But I don't know, God is incontrol and who knows where He is leading us. Its funny when I was a little girl, I always thought life kind of settle down, and you would just KNOW what life had instore for you. Now a Mommy of two it amazes me at how much you don't know!!! And how uncertain life really is!!!! I guess God's teaching me how I need to be GREATFUL for what we have and how long we have it, because you never know when it going to change! Writing this has made me realize just how much I am going to miss the ranch and the life it gives!!! I sure wish things could of ended diffrent. But thats life and its all a learning experiance! It saddens me to think that our son will not exerpince ranch life like his older sister. To see EVERYDAY how hard ranch can be but how REWARDING it is. Farming and ranching just teaches so much. And to think what Precious and Super B is going to miss, does tug at my heart strings. I have always been so thankful to live here. Maybe just maybe we can move back sooner than what it seems right now. WOW if I am having such a hard time with it I better be prepared to what it is doing on Super Man!!!!! I just wish there was another option for us. I guess maybe my family could use some prayers. |
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