Jul. 3, 2006 - Feeling a Little Fuzzy...
I dont know WHAT it is, but for the last two days, functioning is a real chore! Yesterday I had to niss church as our Aunt Rachel (85-suffers from dementia) was with me. Everything hurts her and poor soul has such a hard time walking! AND her bowels are sometimes loose, soooo, home I stayed.
Aunt Rachel is my dmil's sister. Me and another dsil (married to dh's brother) are caring for her while my dmil is on a MUCH needed vacation. She's been caring for my late brother in law AND Aunt Ray for SO long. We demanded that she leave! Anyway, I have Aunt Ray in the mornings and afternoons and Carol (dsil) has her in the evenings. Well be doing this for the rest of the week.
Poor old sweetheart cant remember from hour to hour (some days, half hour to half hour) but she has an EXCELLENT appetite!
I went in for my pre-op work this morning and I'm scheduled for my surgery Wednesday at 6:30am. All goes well, I can be home by 10am.
Back to feeling fuzzy...
I just feel so drained! The heat and the caring of Aunt Ray, not to mention painting our bedroom and bathroom (ALONE!). Did I mention that EVERYTHING had to be dusted and cleaned and decluttered?!
I just couldnt imagine recouping in my dark and dreary Victorian era nightmare! One thing I've noticed is that the paint triggers my eczema/psoriasis outbreak. So, I WONT be painting anymore!
Maybe the Zyrtec is having an effect on me. Only, its not like I'm not use to the meds as I'm always taking them.
On the pig front...
My german shepard finally cracked and broke her chain, ran down the hog and bit him on his ear. I havent seen him since. I called dh and told him he needed to come and handle the dog/hog situation as I'm so disgusted, I might just shot everything on four legs and call it a day. I'm sick of critters.
And when I think of that hog roaming free OR dead somewhere, I cant help but think about the money spent on it. I have no warm, fuzzy feelings about the hog, didnt want it to begin with and my attitude hasnt changed. And the fact that the dogs wont stay where they belong but continuing to get out the fence and roam free (even after being tied and chained).
I DONT need the critter drama right now!
