RECENTLYI'm so sad... :-( okay I'm not sad... :-) I'm just confused. :-~
I've always wanted to sing in our youth group's worship band on Sundays. But I never thought I would get the chance, so I basically kept quiet. Then yesterday, my youth pastor and his wife (My small-group leader) came up to me at church and asked me if I would like to do it every now and then.
Of course I was like, "Sure!" then I was like... "I'll think about it." The only reasons I'm having doubts is because I have a GIGGLE problem! When people stare at me, or something funny happens, I can't stop giggling. It does not involve self control either. It's kind of like a disorder... you know how when you have to sneeze, it's forced out, and you can't hold it back? It's like that. So crap.
I've also been having doubts about my voice. I used to have a really good voice... until tragedy struck! In February this year, I got very sick with Larengitis and Bronchitis. It must've hit my vocal chords pretty badly, because ever since then, I haven't been able to sing much.
I hope it all turns out okay. I've been praying about it.