Lord, Lead Us and Guide Us
Jul. 28, 2008
Monday Morning Blues

Posted in July 2008

First Day of school is in two weeks.   Am I ready?  No!    This is all new to me.  Dh did the teaching last year, (our first year), and now it is time for me to take the reins, with a new curriculum to boot.    Oh it'll be okay,  I know it will.  God has opened so many doors for us this past year.  There certianly have been alot of changes too. 

Mike has been in so much pain lately.  All those trips back and forth to the doctors for shot after shot, just haven't seemed to help.  He is frustrated.   I am frustrated.  We know there is a reason for all of this, we just don't see it yet.  

I have been out of work for about two an a half weeks.  It is nice to be home after five years of getting up at 2:30!!!  Boy I don't miss that at all.   I have received my first severence check.  That made me feel better.  We haven't missed a paycheck.  Thank you Lord.  Now if my unemployment check would start coming....   I hope that I finally got all the correct information to them.  That first lady that I talked to when I initiated my claim, just messed my information all up.   We shall see.  I hate to think that I will have to call them again,  it takes at least (no joke) 20 minutes on hold, to get to talk to a live person. 

I was supposed to quit smoking today.  I didn't do it.  I rationalized it all to being behind on my pills for two and a half days.   Plus I knew that there were still cigarettes here somewhere, because I asked Mike to get rid of them for me last night.   I had a pack and a half.  Mike hates to throw anything away, so he gave them back fo me.  I am weak, I know.  I will do this again.  I am still taking my pills.  I am trusting in the Lord, that I can do this.  I promise. 

I think this is all for now.  I need to preview this and see how it looks and play around on figuring out how to put other stuff on here besides just typing words.  lol


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