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Oct. 16, 2006

OK, I dont like the Fall

I admit it, the fall is my least favorite season. I know that may sound strange to some, afterall it is beautiful with the leaves turning, the air turns cool and crisp...blah blah blah. What it really means to me is an end to another glorious summer of beautiful sunny weather, the beginning of the "rainy season" which in our neck of the woods equals three out of four. It also means ALOT less daylight, which in medical terms equates to alot less serotonin into my brain. That means I feel SAD. Ever heard of it SAD? Seasonal Affective Disorder, well I suffer from it, have for years and it hits me the hardest in October. So I am feeling kinda blah these days and in my head I know its that but I keep trying to figure out why I keep feeling so....so YUCKY!! Yes, I know it would help if I exercised more and ate better, all things I truly desire to do, but just cant seem to muster up the motivation to carry out. So as I struggle along feeling out of sorts, I am trying to lean on God, Lord show me how to structure my days to glorify you and carry out your will in my life. Help me to be the wife and mommy you would have me to be. I most certainly cannot do this on my own strength..that much I know for sure. So I wait, pray, read God's word and watch the leaves turn, fall, and then aaaahhhh winter is almost here....a breath of fresh air in my own little world. Another Fall behind me....at least I know my world is not coming to an end, my life really is GOOD and I am Loved....its all just a little bit SAD this time of year.

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I am a wife to a great guy, a mommy to two awesome children ages 4! We are doing homeschool at the Kindergarten/1st grade level. My goal is to document our adventures in learning and my own personal growth and struggles as I learn to become the woman God wants me to be.