Finally!  We've finally figured out why Caleb used to love Sonlight but no longer does.  It's too slow for him.  We missed a couple of days last week, so I've been doubling up on our work, and he's much more enthusiastic about it.  I guess we'll be working on it double-time until we finish.

I found out today that WinterPromise is going to have a 2nd grade LA that goes with her AW program.  I am very excited about this!  Of course, now Caleb is interested in doing AS1.  ;)

I weighed over the weekend for the first time in, well, a LONG time.  Let me back up.  Saturday night I had a dream.  A horrible, frightening, wake-me-up dream.  I stepped on a scale and saw a number that actually woke me from my sleep.  Our scale is in storage right now, and while we were there on Sunday, I stepped on it just to reassure myself.

My nightmare came true.  Of course, as is my tendancy, I beat myself up over it and want to eat even more of the wrong things.  This was after we picked strawberries and oranges and bought fresh veggies at the flea market on Saturday, too.  I don't know what I'm going to do.  I can't do another diet.  I can't follow man's rules once more.  I've done it, and yes, it works for me.  It works WELL for me.  But it doesn't solve my heart issues, and that's the source of my weight problem.  Yet I don't know what to do from here.  All I can do is stay on my face before the Lord and see where He leads me.

I only pray I don't do myself even more harm in the meantime.  :(

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