I am a terrible blogger. Some of you are so good at it. Some of you post everyday and your thoughts are so interesting. I on the other hand do not always have a lot to say. I am kinda quiet by nature and I suppose it transfers here too.

Well I suppose I will let you know how God has been working on my heart lately. I have been really challenged that I have let my guard down a lot the last few years and let garbage creep into my home. When my older two girls were young I monitored everything they watched on TV. But with my youngest dd, I allow too much. I feel so convicted about this and I am making changes, but I feel like I have to ween her off of the TV. A lot of it has come from sheer exhaustion dealing with 5 children. I have really been feeling stetched with the last few children. I love them so much, but I struggle with keeping a balance in my family. There are so many demands on a mother of many.

I have also been trying to turn back more to good activities like reading to my children more and reading books that will prepare me for the ministry. I am currently reading a book called One with the Shepherd. It is really good and I feel it will better help me prepare for ministry. Well, I am really tired so I had better get to bed.