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• Jan. 27, 2006 - Life is a series of hills and valleys - and I'm on the way down


It's official - I feel like a homeschool failure.  I can't seem to get beyond this horrible, nagging, defeatest attitude that perhaps what I failed miserably with discernment.  I really felt that God was calling our family to homeschool but I have to say that the days that include tears have outnumbered the days that have not...and more painful still, those tears have been from my daughter.  The ideals that I would be closer and more connected have drifted into the land of guilt that tells me I am not a good teacher and what was I thinking?!  And I am considering adding another one of our children to the mix?!  And I would never be able to have another child and do this. 

I am sure that there have been days when many of you have felt this way, but my concern is that it is painting a cloud over our entire household.  I feel that if our children are taught by someone else then I shouldn't be staying home at all.  I should be "doing" something to earn money and help my husband focus more time on his pursuit of ministry.  I am struggling more than I can say.

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• Jan. 27, 2006 - Take it EASY on yourself!

Posted by Anonymous
We all have difficult days and you are just in your first year. Of course if GOD tells you not to homeschool you must follow Him...but it sounds like you are just going through a difficult time. Tell us more and maybe we can help!
You CAN do anything in CHRIST who strengthens you!
God bless!
Sorry, I need to register yet so this will show anonymous.......
Hugs and prayers!
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• Jan. 27, 2006 - (((Hugs)))

Posted by JeannieFulbright
Someone once told me "Never doubt in the darkness what God told you in the light." Persevere. You will never ever regret it. I have had months, maybe even years, where it felt like it wasn't working. But you keep going and when they hit the teen years - you see so clearly the fruit. I have learned that a lot of this is about my own sanctification. I had to learn to give up my expectations. What I wanted to accomplish, and let God rule my homeschool. Please read my article on Character Training - I think it might encourage you.

http://www.jeanniefulbright.com/character1.html

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• Jan. 27, 2006 - Hang in there...

Posted by cudltot
I have had the same doubts, I feel like I am tearing my hair out for nothing. Then out of nowhere a light bulb goes on for one of the kids and it renews my energy.


Chrissy
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• Jan. 28, 2006 - I think everyone...

....has those times of doubts and questioning. I know I certainly did. We started and re-started homeschool several times until we both (after praying over time about this) sat down, looked at each other and asked ourselves the why question. Once we settled that between ourselves and God, there was no looking back. Mind you, we still had really rough days after that,( and we realized there are rough days in relationships no matter what the school situation is ) but once we were solidly set in what God wanted from us, things really were different...and, for the better. (((HUGS))) You're in my prayers
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