It's official - I feel like a homeschool failure. I can't seem to get beyond this horrible, nagging, defeatest attitude that perhaps what I failed miserably with discernment. I really felt that God was calling our family to homeschool but I have to say that the days that include tears have outnumbered the days that have not...and more painful still, those tears have been from my daughter. The ideals that I would be closer and more connected have drifted into the land of guilt that tells me I am not a good teacher and what was I thinking?! And I am considering adding another one of our children to the mix?! And I would never be able to have another child and do this.
I am sure that there have been days when many of you have felt this way, but my concern is that it is painting a cloud over our entire household. I feel that if our children are taught by someone else then I shouldn't be staying home at all. I should be "doing" something to earn money and help my husband focus more time on his pursuit of ministry. I am struggling more than I can say.
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• Jan. 27, 2006 - Take it EASY on yourself!
You CAN do anything in CHRIST who strengthens you!
God bless!
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Hugs and prayers!