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Our family has been on a journey of faith since the day my dear hubby and I said "I do" Almost 12 years later we share 8 wonderful children with one son-in-law and 2 grandkids. There are times when I wish we were like some families we know whose life seems to follow the 2 year, 5 year and 10 year plan. The enemy often leads me down the path of despair and regret because our life isn't that compartmentalized and together. Two years ago we stepped out in faith and moved to another state to be closer our daughter and her family. Our personal lives have been blessed and changed beyond measure. The Lord knew we needed the change for Him to do what He does best in our family. Before the first year was up we had serious doubts about our decision and still do every now and then. Our yearly income has almost been cut in half from what it was . We were just getting by before we moved. Trust me the #'s do not add up. Each and every month we face a mountain that only the Lord can get us up and over. During this month without our asking outside of Him we received cash to pay a bill and a gift card to buy things for our family.We were speechless and so humbled by the generosity of a family we do not know. We also felt so undeserving of such a gift. A week later were blessed with a couch, love seat and a chair. We now have more adequate seating for family over the holidays. Throughout the rest of the month the Lord has continued to provide for our family each and everyday. There are days I really worry and struggle. I also have wondered what are we doing wrong!!! I am amazed how patient He is with me in my weaknessn. I want to give the Lord the Glory for all that He has done in our lives. Our children are seeing God at work daily in a unique way. (Lord give us this day our daily bread.) Is this time difficult , yes. Would I trade it and miss out on what we all are learning? NO!! The Lord is building our faith and the faith of our children each and everyday. Forgive me Lord for the times I limit you and doubt. Thank you so much!!!! |
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I just finished reading "No Compromise" by Melody Green. I wish could say my life was one of total dedication to the Lord without the compromises. There was a time when my walk was bolder and more set apart. Years have come and gone since then. I will say the Lord has been doing an amazing work in my heart since this past spring. Now that I am done with the book I wonder what my life would be like if I was completely dedicated to Jesus. Many of us say we are but if the truth be known we are far from it. LORD take my life and let it be wholly consecrated unto thee. |
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I am currently on a path of obedience. To be specific, I am getting up at the crack of dawn in order to fit time in with the Lord. As I shared previously my life was out of balance. God must be first and He wants time with me. A friend of mine put it this way. Would your marriage be able to survive on a few short sentences said to each other each day on a daily basis? How would that effect your relationship? There have been days when I have thought of sleeping in , but now I can't. He keeps calling and wooing. How do you say no to the Lord? I think I know I couldn't hear Him calling me anymore and I have heard it again!!!! It is the most wonderful feeling to know you are right where He wants you. I have missed Him !a My days are so much fuller, my heart is changing each and everyday. Why do we make it so difficult? I am so thankful for His grace and mercy. Nehemeiah comes to mind. Thankyou Lord for your forgiveness and patience with me. If anyone reads this I exhort you to examine your own life. Are you taking time to be with the Lord? If you are unsure of where to start, just ask Him. Open His word and let Him reveal Himself to you. It will be one of the hardest comittments to keep but the rewards of having time with him are beyond measure. Trust me, I have not arrived. I just can't help but think I am not the only one who has discovered their life is out of balance because of not putting first things first.
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How often have you or someone you know said " I sure wish I was closer to the Lord" I to have said those same words and not thought much about it until this evening. Our pastor made the statement , 'you are as close to God as you really want to be. Hmm I thought? What a profound statement!!! I had never looked at it that way before. I realized what a crutch it has been in my life. Thankfully the Lord is so good and patient and loving. I am in the process of taking back the ground I have lost because of lack of obedience and discipline in my own life and hope to never say again " I sure wish I was closer to the Lord" I aplogize for any grammatical errors. Honestly that is not my fortay and am still learning there too. |
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I am amazed at how simple life can be if I would only submit to the Lord. I feel like I am in the process of going back to the basics of life. On Saturday I discovered the Clean Heart Clean Home challenge through a link from a friend. I almost cried and couldn't believe what I was reading. There has been so much inner turmoil for that I have pushed and pushed aside because in my mind I didn't have time, too much to do!!!! Having an organized disposition has it's drawbacks when you find yourself raising children and your heart isn't where it used to be. We were blessed with more and more children and before I knew it I felt constantly like I was playing keep up. The challenge deals with those nagging heart issues that can't wait!!!!!. I knew deep down the struggle was only getting harder. The challenge is the nudge I needed in the right direction. No offense to Dear Fly Lady, but the Lord is the true Cleaner of our Hearts and He will help me keep an orderly house with 7 children. I am so thankful for the way He brought this opportunity to me and hope that anyone who hasn't checked out ACLEANHEART.COM will take the time do so and maybe pass it on. I know I plan on sharing this with just about everyone I know who struggles. |
Thanks Amy Verlennich author of the challenge.