Our family has been on a journey of faith since the day my dear hubby and I said "I do" Almost 12 years later we share 8 wonderful children with one son-in-law and 2 grandkids.

There are times when I wish we were like some families we know whose life seems to follow the 2 year, 5 year and 10 year plan. The enemy often leads me down the path of despair and regret because our life isn't that compartmentalized and together.

Two years ago we stepped out in faith and moved to another state to be closer our daughter and her family. Our personal lives have been blessed and changed beyond measure. The Lord knew we needed the change for Him to do what He does best in our family.

Before the first year was up we had serious doubts about our decision and still do every now and then. Our yearly income has almost been cut in half from what it was . We were just getting by before we moved. Trust me the #'s do not add up.

Each and every month we face a mountain that only the Lord can get us up and over. During this month without our asking outside of Him we received cash to pay a bill and a gift card to buy things for our family.We were speechless and so humbled by the generosity of a family we do not know. We also felt so undeserving of such a gift. A week later were blessed with a couch, love seat and a chair.  We now have more adequate seating for family over the holidays. Throughout the rest of the month the Lord has continued to provide for our family each and everyday. There are days I really worry and struggle. I also have wondered what are we doing wrong!!! I am amazed how patient He is with me in my weaknessn.

I want to give the Lord the Glory for all that He has done in our lives. Our children are seeing God at work daily in a unique way. (Lord give us this day our daily bread.) Is this time difficult , yes. Would I trade it and miss out on what we all are learning? NO!! The Lord is building our faith and the faith of our children each and everyday. Forgive me Lord for the times I limit you and doubt. Thank you so much!!!!